I am there for you
But I know you won't call
I dream every night about what we used to share
But I know you won't be dreaming about us
At least I had the time of my life
I'll keep memories that will never vanish
I would like to wish you good luck
But I'm not mature enough
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I wish you could know how you made me feel
Experience some of my pain
I would want to forget about everything and leave
But there are pictures I just can't erase
Melodies that will always be our songs
You made me suffer and now I want you to suffer
I'm selfish and childish I know
But I'm just not mature enough
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I really would love to at least call you "a friend"
Maybe share a couple of drinks
Watch a movie with you and laugh like a fool
But that would not be me
I just can't live knowing you're in other arms
So unbelievable happy and joyful
I'm so selfish I know
But I'm just not mature enough…
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I can't say "I'm so happy for you tonight!"
My heart just can't take it anymore
How I desire to just quit
And left behind all my worries for once and for all
I don't wanna see you laughing and smiling
Knowing you're about to start a new chapter in your life
I'm so idiotic I know
And that's why I deserve to be alone…