I dont have the power to change anything,
but where would you like this sentiment left,
I tried to call to tell you I was coming

but I know you dont want to feel this feeling.

This sinking in your stomach, yes its real,
Its not just your peace of mind I'm stealing,
Its this whole damn institution,
and I just dont have the constitution
to deal with your

ghost.

I will not be host to the afterlife
of what once was
I will not be host to the past glances
and wasted chances.

This is the feeling of change.