I know you're not mine.

I know you're not mine. I really do. But that doesn't mean that it doesn't hurt when you leave. That doesn't stop me from feeling abandoned. That doesn't stop the emptiness from filling me.

I know you're not mine, but that doesn't mean I don't get jealous when you're with other girls. That doesn't mean I'll ever like to hear you talk about other girls. That doesn't mean I'll ever want you to even think about other girls.

I know you're not mine, but that doesn't stop me from trying to look my best when I'm around you. That doesn't stop me from thinking about you, all the time. That doesn't stop me from missing you when you're not around.

I know you're not mine, but that doesn't make me feel any better all those hours I sit by the computer, waiting for you to get online.

I know you're not mine, but that doesn't mean I won't try to do what you ask me to do, no matter how hard it is. That doesn't mean I wouldn't change if that's what you want me to do.

I know you're not mine, but that doesn't mean my heart will stop speeding up every time I get a text from you. That doesn't mean I'll stop dreaming about my future first kiss, the one from you.

I know you're not mine, but that doesn't mean I'll ever stop wishing you were...

A/N: First of all I wanna say that I know there's a lot of repeating in this and I did that on purpose, I thought it would make the meaning of it all get through easier.
Second, this is actually the real thoughts of somebody. Most of it at least.
Third, do you like it? Even if it's short. Please tell me.

// I'll Be Watching