--i need to get a grip on myself but i'm s-s-slipping away

as if scribbling could cure my
rage and my pain and my hate;
as if ripping it up could cure my
hurt and my want;
as if replacing it could save my
life.
as if trying could actually fix the
broken pieces.
as if caring could bring you back when
caring couldn't keep you here to begin with.

11-21-2010

{can you hear the nin?}