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3 - Connor

I sat there and cried then, almost sobbing into her side, with one of my finger's locked in her tiny palm. Everyone in the room was stareing at me again now, so I tried to stop crying, but failed abit then.

I heard my name called then, but thourght nothing of it, untill it was called again and I noticed who it was calling it.

I looked up to see Connor running to my bed, and then pulling his arms round me and Hayley tightly as soon as he reached us, whilst I just started sobbing into his chest then. He was exactly the right person for me to see right now, although I was wasteing my time with him crying. I couldnt help it now though.

When I'd came down, and Connor had let me go out of his strong embrace, he kissed my forehead softly as he stroked my hair, and then both our eyes fell down to the tiny red baby girl in my arms.

He smiled instantly, a happy smile, proud even, as he brung one hand down to stroke her hair and face softly.

"She's abserlutely beautifull" he told me then, sitting on my bed now and stareing down at her broodingly. "just like her mother"

"Thanks" I whispered, my voice weak from my sobs now, as I stroked her cheek aswel then.

"You got a name yet?"

"Hayley May Green"

"Thats gorgeous" he muttered softly, and smiled up at me then, as he repeatedly stroked her hair so delicately. "I just saw Jason walking out of here. I'm guessing he's the one who made you in this state"

"Yeah, kind of. He just said some things........... that made me think abit. I'm not sure what to do now, though" I admitted, stareing down at Hayley again now and sighing lightly.

"What's he think of her?"

"He wants basicaly nothing to do with her. He said I should put her up for adoption, as I didnt abortion her before. He said all this stuff, and some of the things might be abit true, and then I just got thinking if I should or not-"

"What? Get rid of her?" he asked, frowning now, his low voice shocked and disbelieveing.

"Yeah" I sighed lightly, and then put my head down and moved my finger that she held in her so small hand.

He moved then, shifted himself so he was fully faceing me now, as he took my free hand and held it in both of his. His eyes swarmed and melted mine as they locked with them, and thier glossyness implied to me that he was on the verge of almost crying aswel. My eye's were already full of thier many tears, somehow. I didnt think I had any left for today.

"Listen to me, Sam. You will be the best mum that anyone will ever see. You niedent worry about how to handle her or anything like that, 'cause you've been round babies all your life, and your mum'll be there all the time to help you. If money's what your worrieing about, that just dont, 'cause you know I'll buy you or this little girl anything that you want. Jason's a prick, and you know that more then anyone, so please dont let him get to you. If he dont wanna' be this gorgeous baby's dad, then more fool him. He can get to the back of the que after all the other men that would jump at the chance. She'll be the most beautifull, most well protected and most well loved child in this whole world, and fuck anyone who says otherwise, yeah?"

It made me smile then, as my tearing streams became silent now, and he hugged me tightly again.

Everybody came back in, Connor only leaving once to go and have a qiuck spliff with Shaurn and Darren, and then they all had one more qiuck hold before they had to say goodbye because visiting times were up. Connor saw them all out then, but then at the end of the room he stopped, and then slowly walked back to my bed and kissed my forehead again.

He sat on the bed then, smileing at me wryly, as he looked around the room abit.

"What are you doing? They've just said that visiting's over, Connor" I told him, frowning now, as he confused me even more by smileing wider.

"The dad's aint goin' yet" He said, and then held his arms out for Hayley, so I placed her in them and he hugged her to his broad chest tightly as he kissed her soft hair now. He moved to the bottom of the bed then, still looking around at everyone else, as he started patting her back softly and moveing about abit then.

"But you aint her dad" I reminded him, making him look back to me with his wry smile even wider now.

"A guy can dream, carnt he?" He shrugged, and then we both smiled widely then, me slowly getting out of the bed and letting my feet touch the cold floor, whilst he just kissed her head abit more and smiled to himself as he did.

I moved to stand infront of him then, struggleing to control my smile now, as I looked up to him and he stared back down at me, moving Hayley upto his shulder then and leaning down slightly.

"Do you realy mean that?" I asked, and then it was all qiuet for a few more moments whilst the seconds seem to drag on and he thourght hardly.

"More then anything" he confirmed, making both of us smile so much now, and him lean down even more so I was just centimetre's away from his lips. It was so tempting it was unbelievable, but I had to restrain myself, no matter how much I didnt want to.............

I moved away from him then, closeing my eye's for a second as I turned away from him, and then takeing a deep before I turned back briefly.

"Erm, can you just watch her for a minute, please? I need to have a qiuck bath, and get sorted and changed and all that" I asked, grabbing my bag from under the bed as he nodded to me qiuckly.

I almost ran to the bathroom on the other side of the ward, getting in there and running the bath straight away. I had a bath qiuckly, and then dried my hair abit and brushed it untill it was its usual, long, blonde, wavy curls. I got changed into the skimpiest nighty that I had packed, and then pulled my white strappy heels back on that I came in in, leaving a little bit of make-up on and then zipping the bag back up. I pulled my see-through, pink tinted, fury-edged dressing-gownd on before cleaning up and heading back out the bathroom, only half an hour since I had gone in there.

Walking through the ward, everyone stared at me, but I couldnt care about them right now. It was all worth it when I got back into my room, and saw Connor standing at the bottom of my bed again, his phone in his hands and Hayley now asleep in her little bed next to mine. He looked up when the whisper's from the other's started, and his expression made me smile then, but I controled it and just bit my lip as I walked to him, one foot infront of the other, slowly and sexily.

He was practicaly gawking by the time I was stood infront of him, and it made me giggle slightly then.

"Now your just a tease- a very cruel tease" he told me, shaking his head playfully, as a sly smile lit his face up abit. I laughed then, and ran my finger's down his buff chest and stomach, stopping inches from his joggers, to then walk over to the other side of the room, and put some of that sanatizeing gel on my hands again.

"I know- its great" I shrugged as I was walking back over to him, and then we both smiled widely. He leant in again, but I just put my fingertips on his urging lips, cautioning him with my eyes slightly.

"Behave yourself, Mr Phillips. I'm a mummy now"

"Your a MILF now" he corrected, and made me giggle again, along with a guy and women in the next bed. That's when I realized everyone was still watching and listening to us, and I bit my lip again, looking around myself conciously.

"And you should be going. Your not suppose to be here in the first place, and my brothers'll have a fit when they realize you stayed"

"It's well worth it" he shrugged lightly, making me roll my eyes now. "your brothers'll be preocupied for the time being, anyway. I told them Jason had made you cry, and then walked out, and what he'd said. There going round there tonight"

"What!" I exclaimed, and then sighed loudly as I shook my head. "it wont help anything- it'll just drive him further and further away, and get Shaurn and Darren locked up"

"There smart about it, dont worry, Sam. And as for Jason, if he dont wanna' know her then, like I said, that's his loss. He's got no reason to make you cry like that though, or say what he did. Were not just gunna' let that go, Sammy, and neither should we have to"

"Wait, what'd you mean 'we'?" I asked then, and saw him rise his chin up and look at the other's in the room now aswel. "Connor, please, dont go aswel. It's not your job to get involved with all of this, so please dont get yourself done for it. He's not worth it" I tried to beg, but he looked back at me at the end, and stared at me for a few more qiuet, long seconds.

"Your are, and she is. It's the best reason to fight for, dont you think?" he asked, smileing faintly then, as he came to me more and took my waist in his hands. He kissed my forehead again then, pulling me with him to the end of the bed again, before pulling away again and just stareing at me abit more.

I gave in then, pushing my lips into his softly, and letting them move with each other smoothly and as naturaly as like they were made to. One of his hands came up to curl around the back of my neck and hold me to him, as mine just tangled themselves in his hair softly, untill I pulled away again and let them fall back down to his chest.

His hand slid back down my back aswel, settleing it on my waist again now, as he took another deep breath and opened his eyes again.

"Be carefull, please" I whispered to him then, and he smiled faintly then, before moving away from me fully to stand over Hayley's bed. Very carefully, he leant over and kissed her head again, strokeing her hair even softer now, before moveing out of my bed space and turning back to wink at me slyly.

"I'll see you tomorrow" he called back then, as he pulled his hoody up over his cap, and then dissapeared out of my sight qiuckly as he left the ward altogether.

I was left stareing after him then, my breath struggleing to normal itself now, as everyone's eyes in the room stayed on me again. I closed the curtain so I could feed Hayley then, as she woke up crying for it, but then fell back to sleep just minutes after she was done. I went to sleep then aswel, nestleing down in the paper and thin-cotton sheets, and then drifting into unconciousnes just seconds later.

XOXO Angel B