I'm not strong.

I'm not strong.

I'm not strong.

I can't do this.

I'm scared. Of everything.

I'm not strong.

I'm suffocating.

I'm tired of pretending. Of trying to fool everyone. Especially myself.

There's no denying it. This is me. Has been ever since I could know who I was.

I can't love. Obviously. So there's no point anymore. To anything. To it all.

I should stop. Just stop and be done with it all. But I've never been able to do it, and I know I never will. I don't know why.

Save me. Save me. Save me. That's all I think.

But I don't want to be saved. I guess I never really did.

I'm not strong.

I can't do this.

Save me.

Let me go.