Have you ever thought about that night
Where your life did die
The night you let your precious love
Get in the car and drive
The pain inside it ripped you
Your veins it tore to shreds
Because that night you lay your head
Your love was not in bed
Her covers not wrapped around her
Her pajamas still in their place
The music not on softly
Her mother not seen her face
The phone is ringing on and on
You wake up and say hello
Its her mom she's crying oh so loud
You exhale from the harsh blow
Your woken up and suddenly
The tears they hit like guns
Shooting off from your eyes
From the tragedy just begun
Room 204 her mother says
The hospital in town
A runway truck on 32
And all you can think is how
You let her drive, get in that car
You knew it was too late
She was to tired to be driving home
But you didn't hesitate
You let her leave
Right out your doors
And now for that
The tears will poor
You rush to the car
And slam on the gas
And while you were driving
Her car you did pass
You scream as you see the damage
you cant believe you let her go
you park and run in as fast as you can
but in the end you were to slow
her mother is crying
her father stands strong
the scenarios playing
but your place is wrong
you should be the one whos dead
you should have met her there
dropped off your car at her house
or just paid for her cab fare
You're the one who should be bleeding
You're the one should be burned
You're the one who should be on that gurney
As your stomach twists and churns
The funerals all black and white
Not the clothes but in your eyes
As everyone crys and shakes your hand
All your thinking is goodbye
You get home and try to sleep
But the scenario plays and plays
It shouldn't be you my long lost love
It should have been me today
Should have been me inside that coffin
I should know the eternal dark
It should have chosen my candle
It should be me playing your part
My candle still burns as your smolders
My light still bright as yours fades
I will love you from now till forever
Even through the darkest days
I cant do this, this colorless life
When you left the color was gone
You left me with this black and gray
And not a note or a hum or a song
So here is the blood that should have been split
The heart that has spilled from this crack
It is coming from these scared veins
And soon love, youll have me back
The razor is lovely and pain is sweet
I can see you as I push hard
The blood is flowing and its pressure released
From this body you left broken and scared
I wake up to a light and its you I can see
You tell me how sad I left life for thee
I cry and say I couldn't live without you though
And you say it was my time not your destiny
The light it fades and its not you I see
This comfort not clouds but a padded gurney
This light not of heaven but a bulb in my eye
I haven't left this world, im not by your side
Kill me I scream, I want her so bad
They say welcome back and I should be glad
The Surgeory took 6 hours or so
My veins are sewed and soon I can go
I cry because I know they wasted their time
I will be gone soon this was not a lie
They will release me and the blood it will spill
This won't go away with any pill
Hello baby I say as I walk
You can look down and youll see from the chalk
I was hit by a car and am dead now you see
And finally can sleep right with my baby
Never let the one you love leave so late
Never let her drive or hesitate
Never think for a second things will be fine
Cause in the end it could be your loved one dying