Sometimes life feels so surreal,

Everything makes me feel

Like I am not gonna make it.

I know I am a huge misfit,

I need someone who will tell me to fly,

I am tired of all the lies

I keep telling myself…


Show me a way to make this day

Beautiful, like Paradise.

Love and my dreams don't go side by side

They are like fire and ice.


Sometimes I feel like I need someone to hold me tight,

Someone who'd tell me that everything's alright.

'I am a big girl- I don't need a guy.'

I always keep telling myself this lie.

I try to live alone.

I try to get back up on my own.

I am too stubborn to accept defeat.

Even though I am incomplete.


Cause, till this day.

I couldn't find a way.

To make relationships seem nice.

Love and my dreams don't go side by side.

They are like fire and ice.


A/N: it's true. I'm single. Sometimes I feel I need someone. But I don't date because I am too career-orientated. *sigh*