I looked in the mirror,

But I didn't see me.

I saw some girl

Everyone wants to be.

Ugg boots on,

Hair pulled high,

Makeup smudged

All over my eyes.

A laid back expression like

"Who really cares?"

And fake blond highlights

Running through my hair.

After all I've been through,

After all I've known,

You'd think I wouldn't

Have to put up a show.

But there I was

In the mirror today.

And suddenly,


Was not okay.