I wrote this around Christmas about some things and all that other wonderful stuff. I'm over it now. SO, don't worry! Everyone goes through tough times. Even if its during the inconvenience of a holiday.


Melt It Away

My tired body gets woken up early.

Oh, look it's Christmas day.

I should feel something inside.

After all this is a special day.


So, how come I couldn't really care less about what I get today?

Even though I know the items are what I've been waiting for.


I want to blast these thoughts away,

With music I hold so dear to me.

I want to disappear into a place,

Where I fly so high.


My exhausted sighs escape from me silently.

I hear the crying of the clumsy,

And the nervous laughs of the drunk.


It seems that for the first time,

I am having a White Christmas.

For the first time in a while,

I feel simple-minded again.


The snowflakes grace suddenly became harsh,

as they zoomed to the ground in larger clumps.

Now all I can do is stare out longingly,

Wanting to go home.


I want to blast these thoughts away,

With music I hold so dear to me.

I want to disappear into a place,

Where I fly so high.


My exhausted sighs escape from me silently.

I hear the crying of the clumsy,

And the nervous laughs of the drunk.


The words of selfishness escape from someone lips,

Nothing will be done about this.

Only warnings from the mouth,

And false threats.


My head aches endlessly,

which is drowned out by the endless beats.

The pulsating notes of the,

Music I hold so dear.


Please, just let this all drown away into the static of my mind.

The crying of the clumsy,

and the nervous laughs of the drunk.

Please, just melt it all away.