I guess this could be aftermath of Christmas day. Check out Melt It Away, first, please. =)


Snow

It seems I'm still lost,

The snow has covered everything.

My tired eyes stare outside,

as my heart wishes to go home.

A sigh escapes me suddenly as I realize that the wish won't be fufilled today.

The wind blows the snow through the air.


I start to get frustrated at myself,

For being so selfish as to wanting to leave.

For hating to have a White Christmas.

For hating to have a sister to play outside with.


Everyday

Everynight

I still wish.

I still stare.

Everytime.

Every hour.

I still wish.

I still stare.


I stay up late again,

I become scared again.

I would like to sleep all day.

So, I would not have to face the words of,

"You can't go home today" escaping from someone's lips.


So, when I wake up I drown myself into a virtual world.

Pounding out increasing thoughts with pulsating beats.

Trying to pretend that I'm okay.

Tricking myself into thinking I feel hope.


Once again I stare out into the blowing snow,

A steam-filled sigh escaping my lips.

A hopeful gleam in my eye.

Then it disappears.


I start to get frustrated at myself,

For being so selfish as to wanting to leave.

For hating to have a White Christmas.

For hating to have a sister to play outside with.


Another day passes along,

I haven't gone to bed yet.

My exhausted eyes glance outside.

The sun has glazed over the land.


My attempts to escape,

Fail me miserably.

My brain is tired of all this struggle,

Along with my body.


So, as I attempt to escape once more.

The melody shouting loudly in my ears.

I am fixing to just give up completely.

That's when I was given a final push.


Now for a while I can smile,

An exhausted look reaching my face.

I crawl into the sheets around me,

And close my eyes with relief.


I start to get frustrated at myself,

For being so selfish as to wanting to leave.

For hating to have a White Christmas.

For hating to have a sister to play outside with.