A/N - Hey, birdy here! I just wanted too take time to dedicate this to everyone that you have ever lost. Whether it be a lover, a family member, a friend.... I know how you feel.
reallytrulyabsolutely
I'm emptystandingblankfaced here at your gravestone
Wearing your absolutefavoritemuchloved sweatshirt
That is manymanymany sizes too largebighuge for me
Over my brightcolorfulsunny yellow sundress
That you boughtgavegot me
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Everyone is depressedshroudedcrying in black
Distant family glaringstaringfrowning at my disrespect
But they don'tknowdon'tgetdon'tunderstand
That you askedpersuadedconvinced me
Never to wearputondressin black at your funeral
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This oldcomfythreadbare sweatshirt
Is a comfort on my coldgoosebumpedshivery skin
Makes me feel like I'm being huggedembracedheld by you
Like you alwaysregularlyconstantly used to
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That empty bodyshellcarcass of yours
Is definitelyabsolutelypositively not you
No matter what the other peoplemournershumans say
That objectbeingthing is not you
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Your cheeks are too sunkensettledcollapsed when they should be full
Your lips too thin when they should be smilingchattinglaughing
Your eyes are closed when they should be openbrilliantalive
I don'tcaredon'tlistendon'tgiveashit what they say
Because I know you're already gonebeyondfaraway
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I reallytrulyabsolutely miss you
But I won't let that hinder me
I reallytrulyabsolutely want you here
But I will move on