Cold & Dark
Well beyond reasoning sensibly
Yet forced to take responsibility
To find the answers
That may not exist
Taken by the feasibility
Of the accuracy
Within the thought
Of desperation
Seeming to have pliability
Surrounded by rigidity
While holding on
To fleeting gossamer
Teasing with its palatability
While repelling with its divinity
Causing seizures of choice
Suffused with hesitation
Barred by the insubstantiality
And frustrated by my inability
To follow a course
To hear a calling
To feel a passion
To know why