I'm the one that makes you laugh

and yet I can't just take it as it is

Just some silly and stupid joke

and yet it's too painful to me

*

Maybe it's just that's what I deserve

perhaps I should just get use to

Be the one always by himself

writing words alone in my room

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I just can't protect my own heart

always getting hurt by the wrong feeling

but you know I've been hurt before

and that what I say has a meaning

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It will come the right time

It will fall like the summer rain

but regardless I will have to find

what makes me feel this way

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Is it me? I don't know

So please excuse if I act the way I do

It will take its time for sure

But if you believe in me I'll believe in you

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Always writing about friendship and love

but never knowing what they really are

and there I go wondering if I'm just lost

or just following the wrong life guide...