I'm the one that makes you laugh
and yet I can't just take it as it is
Just some silly and stupid joke
and yet it's too painful to me
*
Maybe it's just that's what I deserve
perhaps I should just get use to
Be the one always by himself
writing words alone in my room
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I just can't protect my own heart
always getting hurt by the wrong feeling
but you know I've been hurt before
and that what I say has a meaning
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It will come the right time
It will fall like the summer rain
but regardless I will have to find
what makes me feel this way
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Is it me? I don't know
So please excuse if I act the way I do
It will take its time for sure
But if you believe in me I'll believe in you
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Always writing about friendship and love
but never knowing what they really are
and there I go wondering if I'm just lost
or just following the wrong life guide...