How could you not see
The things you've done to me?
I'm a battered, broken, and shattered inside,
I'm a different person than who I should be.

More often than not
I find myself feeling dead,
Numb to the world around me,
Not even able to force myself to lift my head.

Look at me.
Look at what you've done.
Does doing this make you feel better about yourself?
Did you have fun.

And yet
I can't make myself end it all.
Even for all my neverending pain and suffering,
I just can't bring myself to end it all.