Unneath my calm complexion,

My peaceful, hapy persona

I'm dying inside

Because I know;

I know your happy with another,

I know you are happy without me.

How can I enjoy it? When I know

You'd rather be without me

I don't understand

We had such a good thing

We laughed and enjoyed the others company

But now you push me away

To a degree

You want to be friends

You won't let me ignore you

And through it all

I'm more confused than ever

And you won't explain

Explain her or me or why

And I don't know,

Not anymore,

What you expect of me