I can't escape her,

Omnipresent in my subconscious,

She waits for me to let my guard down,

And seeps in through the cracks in my psyche,

I try to wrestle her out,

But I'm weakened by my desire,

And my fear,

I can't tell them apart anymore,

She seduces me,

Moves like a cat,

Whispers promises into my ear,

Tells me to let go,

A shape shifter,

With Technicolor hair,

And angelic features,

The more I deny her,

The stronger she grows,

I can't resist any longer,

She overtakes me,

And I feel the tremendous weight lifted,

As I enter into free fall.