I Am No Adonis

Letting go of all I hold dear.

Trying to finally feel.

This sudden numbness

Has caught me by surprise.

What is it that I'm hiding?

What burden do I hold

On these weak shoulders?

How much longer until I collapse?

When will the world

Crush me under its weight?

I am no Adonis.

I am God's servant,

No longer of this world,

But when will the light

Reveal my darkness?