This road I'm walking on leads to you, of this I'm sure.
None of my crushes ever worked because I'm meant to be yours.
The closer I get to you, the harder the path seems.
Harsh reality crashes with and crumbles all my dreams.
All I want is a sweet future where
Someone will hold my hand
When I'm falling down.
Someone will understand
The reason for my frown.
Maybe it's because nobody cares about me right now.
I wish I could cut-short this journey and get to you somehow.
My destination is pure bliss, but this road is hell.
I hate my life so much I want to bid it farewell!
And as I keep breathing in
My legs start to bleed
A dark shed of red.
I cling on to the seed
Of hope in my fate.
I tell myself, someday we will be together.
This fog will clear, everything will get better.
If this road ends in our happiness,
I'm ready to deal with every single mess….
A/N: for the record, I do think my life will be better with him in it, but right now, my life ROCKS. This is just what I wrote to motivate myself in hard times (read: high school :P)