Every drop of water that left your eyes.
The echo of your heart crushing with every lie.
Trembling in fear in your sleep every single night.
Every breath was a struggle, every moment a fight.
Praying to God that you'd be alive for one more day.
Helplessly begging God that your parents be okay.
Every dead end you faced, the breathlessness, frustration.
Standing back up after falling down, cling to determination.
Pleading God for one more chance at life, for forgiveness.
The desperate consistent attempt to get out of this mess.
Realizing the truths of your life, the things that really matter.
Studying, working hard, not letting your future shatter.
Breaking down, breaking down, and breaking down in stress.
Finding new strength in new things, regaining your confidence.
You have been through so much.
So what the hell is a simple problem that'll not last long?
You think that you won't make it.
But you've gotta give yourself more credit for being so strong!
You know your heart is pure,
So you can be sure,
That even if every thing seems dark
And depressing and lost.
Just pass the test, just survive the suffering-
You made a mistake, now pay the cost.
And then the sun will shine again.
God will take away your pain.
Don't let this stop you in your way.
Look back at the past you battled against
If you want to give up today.
I know it hurts but just know
That feeling hurt is part of letting go.
YOU JUST CAN'T SURRENDER.
DON'T FORGET, YOU HAVE TO REMEMBER.
A/N: a poem I wrote to myself in one of my worst times to inspire myself. Life is pretty good right now thanks to God :)