If it is easier to smile than to frown,
why do I see my sorrowed reflection
in the mirror before me?
Because I am lazy by nature,
and I typically, automatically seek
The choice that is
And so my face has slipped into this visage,
when a smile would be harder to show
and my true feelings harder to hide.
Those feelings of betrayal,
of loneliness and hurt when I discovered
that second agenda…
Because maybe I wasn't the first agenda at all,
and maybe I'm misconstruing the initial idea
by mixing up
first and second,
right and wrong,
lust and love.
So I think perhaps I'm not the only lazy one,
Who finds it natural to take the easiest way out
Because they say it is easier to speak a lie than the truth.