A/n: The most recent song I've written. Actually finished about an hour ago. I love it already. It's basically about my theory on why little boys pick on girl that they like. I think it's because they're too afraid to be their boyfriend but they want to be more then nothing to the girl. Anyways I found myself living this situation in reverse and thought I'd write about it.

You'll never know cause I'll never tell

And you can't see because I hide it so well

Oh and I strike up an argument

Light the match

See the fires burn of my own destruction

And I say things I never thought I'd say

Just to be your something

Oh I'd rather be your anything then nothing at all

I'll even be your hater if it might get you to talk to me later

Down the road

And I'll bitch and I'll whine

But at home I will cry

Wrapped in my own confusion

Laced up with a bow

I'll never let you know

I don't know what's making me this way

All I know is that I want you to stay

Oh and you'll never see me

A thousand girls so much prettier then me

Have tried and failed

And I always hit the road and bail

When things get too close

Too afraid of losing to even try

I feel safer behind enemy line

And I'll bitch and I'll whine

But at home I will cry

Wrapped in my own confusion

Laced up with a bow

I'll never let you know

I don't know what's making me this way

All I know is that I want you to stay

I do something stupid just to piss you off

I do something crazy just to get you to look my way

I say something hurtful making you go soft

And I look away because it hurts to know you won't stay

And Ill bitch and Ill whine

but now I'm breaking down

I'm no longer fine

I don't know how much longer I can hide

jThe butterflies that I feel inside

And I'll start a fight

Just to be your something