my heart beats like a drum
each moment hits me hard
I refuse to look you in the eye
didn't you think that maybe
I was too fragile
to know how broken the world is?
every memory I have is a fucking lie, and you just stand there and watch me collapse because I am
nothing to you
so let me ask
was I just a thing to you? was I just something to hide behind?
I was a girl by the side of the road who needed a friend
and you saw me there
you picked me up and brushed me off
and then you used me
here I am
shattered like glass on the floor
and from the depths of hell I ask you
what was the fucking point?
you stupid bastard I don't want an apology I want you to erase time and take back every lie you told me and make it all better
here I'm going to lie to you right now just to get even
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK
did you believe me?