Not Today, Anyway

Today I start
the day just like
any other day.
I feel as if
nothing can,
and nothing will
go wrong,
not today, anyway.

As I progress
I come to realize
that I was completely wrong.

My day was horrible.
Everyone was sad.
Someone died,
I don't remember who
anymore.

I should care,
but I don't.
I should cry,
but I don't.
I should say all the things
we're all supposed to say
when someone leaves earth.....

But I've forgotten them all.

As I go home,
I end my day unlike
any other day.
I feel as if
nothing did,
and nothing will
go right,
not today, anyway.