I would have to walk away-

I love you, the three words that can mean everything or mean nothing. You either say it and mean it every time to one person or you can be someone that throws it around like there is no tomorrow. Me, I mean it every time I say it. You said you mean it each time. I have to trust that.

But sometimes, I can't help but let my mind wonder, what if you left me? I get this cold feeling inside, as if my heart is aching at just the thought of losing you.

You're far away from me so I feel alone, but nothing would compare to the way I would feel if I saw you with another girl. I told you I couldn't lose you. That if you left me, I wouldn't leave me. If it meant being friends with you just to have you in my life somehow, I would be. No matter how much it hurts, but now, I think to myself, how would I be able to cope seeing you laugh at another girl's jokes, look into another girl's eyes and smile at her, to hold her hand and hold her next to your heart. The heart you swore is mine.

I couldn't stand around listening to you talk about your new girl, that is the best thing that's ever happened to you, that you can't believe you lived without her. I couldn't cope knowing you said this to me, but it meant nothing.

How would I be able to hold a conversation with you, even though I'm deeply in love with you but you fell out of love with me? How could I trust anyone anymore?

If you left me, to be with someone else, you are a liar, a liar for telling me I'm your everything, I'm perfect for you, I'm your girl, I'm the one you have always wanted and always will.

If you left me, and went with another girl, I wouldn't be able to look at you, knowing I lost another person that means so much to me, so that is why, I would have to walk away.

However, I open my eyes when I feel a hand on my arm, I look around and there you are, the one I'm scared of losing. You look in my eyes and you understand, you know what I'm thinking. You wrap me in your arms, you hold my ear against your heart, and it beats. For me? I hold you tight knowing I'll never let you go, I love you too much and without you I would not cope seeing you being someone else's but I couldn't cope without you in my life.

There is only way to work this out,

That is that we walk together hand in hand forever and always, that is why I will always work to keep you.


AN: not the best but its something people probably think about, sorry its girls POV but hey I was thinking of how I feel thinking of my boyfriend saying "love you" to someone elseā€¦.it really hurts. Hope you enjoyed and know your not alone.