Broken
Ripped apart at the seams;
Until there is virtually nothing left.
No vice can keep me sane…
I'm drowning without water –
Endlessly drowning.
Left behind in favour of selfish agenda;
Bruised by abandonement.
I cling onto some fragment,
But it is all in vain.
Lost, left to fend for myself;
No hand to aid me in my struggles.
I feel sick with remorse –
For I have pushed others away.
Was it out of spite? Hate? Hurt?
The reason lies unknown.
For I am tainted; impure; vulnerable.
Broken.