Falling down, down, down, getting up,
Falling down again.
Going on and on at super speed like a bullet train.
Been alone for such a long time,
Going round and round.
Sound of my crying the only sound.
And I don't know about the end of this pain-
Tell me how where and when!
Everything's so hard to decide-
I think. Think twice.
This time the walls are closing in from all the directions-
I have nowhere left to go.
So many problems at once! What else is left?
I don't know!
I remember feeling like I was being burnt alive.
I yearned for a future with you, that's why I survived.
So now that I'm trapped your love is my wings.
I'm flying away from everything.
I'm crying but I don't care if things stay this horrible.
As long as my quest for love ends well.
And I know you're out there somewhere.
Now that I'm tired to a burning chair-
Your love is my blade.
I cut the ropes and I'm not dead.
No! I know that no matter what happens I will fight.
In worst case I'll crumble and then everything will be alright…