Clenching fists
Filled with rage
Intensified

Why would she
Say those things
To me?

They will not see these tears
That I cry
Stifling
I will not call out

Nowhere to turn
Nowhere to run
I can't hide

They know my secrets
All of them

Trusted you
Too keep them safe
Keep me safe

I'm spiraling now downwards into a black abyss
There's a tower with never ending stairs
That I just can't seem to climb

Self esteem
Shot to pieces
You're the gun

I am betrayed
You were right
No one can be trusted

Why do I feel like I made
A mistake in meeting you
Telling you everything
Was the worst idea
I'd ever had

So tell me why my throat is swollen
More than these tear ducts
Red eyes and my head crys out in pain
I'm anxious all the time
I always watch my back

I am betrayed
You were right
No one can be trusted