Today starts like any other
I wake up and I want to scream
I don't deserve this
Why is this happening to me

Tell me why
Who has condoned such actions
This torture
Is unbearable
Almost

Everywhere I look
Everywhere I turn
The walls are closing in on me
And I can't breathe

Squeeze the breathe from my lungs
Deprive me of food and water
But don't take away
My support network

Beat me whip me strike me hit me
Smack me slap me punch me kick me
Knock me out and rape me
Just don't take them away

Why the fuck are you taking them away
Where the fuck are you taking them
Tell me who you are
And what you are doing
Before I snap

Everywhere I look
Everywhere I turn
The walls are closing in on me
And I can't breathe

Everywhere I look
Everywhere I turn
The walls are closing in on me
And I can't breathe

I can't stand this anymore
Give me something to end this
A knife some pills, I don't give a damn
This is a fucking waste of breath

Then they come back
Like knights in fucking shining armor
They stab me with their sword
And pull it back out

I went through all that
Just for my support
I'm addicted like
An addict and his drugs
I need a new high

Everywhere I look
Everywhere I turn
The walls are closing in on me
And I can't breathe