A/N: Resonant Silence is my first story uploaded to the site ever. As mentioned in the summary, it's based on true story and well, I've changed the names, places, etc. Honestly, it's quite simple and most of the chapters are likely to be in the form of diary entries. Please take note that there might be some grammatical errors. Enjoy!

26th May 2010,

Dear Diary,

It is officially over. He doesn't love me anymore. He doesn't care for me. I am crying at the moment, devastated and depressed. I wish I could just turn back the time to March 1st 2010, and then click the pause button. I love him so much... I have held on for far too long... But this is what I get for being so loyal to him... This is what I get for all the things I did for him.

I still wanna be with him... I still love him... I have been waiting for two months to be consoled by him but in the end, I am left all alone to myself.

I shall accept the fact that you no longer have any more feelings towards me. I will always pray for his happiness, for his well-being.

I know, I am unworthy to him. I am not important to him. I am not special to him.

Not anymore.

I am merely another random girl he had went out with.

- 久美子 (Kumiko)