I've been in too many difficult situations.
Always trying my best to live up to everyone's expectations.
So when I crumble to the ground, when I fall,
When I'm shattered, when I lose it all
At the drop of a hat
Nobody understands that
I don't know how to deal with it.
The pieces of my life just won't fit!
Haven't I been through enough already?
Why can't anything in my life be steady?
Why did I have to get hurt in what I love the most?
Now I'm getting numb again, kind of feel like a ghost.
I've proved myself so many times before,
And yet it's time again to do it once more.
How many times are we going to play this 'build and break and build' game?
How many times will I be at fault and will have to take all the blame?
Do you have any idea how it hurts me?
Nobody can hear my unspoken words, nobody can see
That I am being blinded by this pain!
I just lost one battle and now I'd have to fight again.
Life just keeps on making me do this.
Why can't it ever grant me a bit of peace?