He is the one I should never desire.
A storm seeking havoc so beautifully
Killing everything like a merciless fire.
The worst disaster it destroys me fully.
I covet this feeling like a rare gem.
My sense has left without a trace.
His gaze is the balm to my every problem
But to him I'm only desolate space.
I am hopeless pathetic confusion.
He can't even see my greatest distress.
My head is filled with worthless delusions.
My heart will always be this knotted mess.
But still I'll suffer this unbearable trial.
It is worth the pain when I see his smile.