My mama use to say
that the first time will be special
fireworks, compassionate and bliss
No pain, but the love through a husband who will take great care of me
She said, " Take care of yourself. Keep yourself pure."
Yet mama, you weren't pure when you met daddy, right?
My mama use to show me
how to present myself in front of men
head held high, confidence, and forbidden
A man doesn't want a impure woman
they want a clean one, so they can cherish it with them forever
Yet mama, you weren't cherish by dad at all
My mama told me to stay strong
don't fall for the evil "three words"
"that will just lead to trouble," she would say
"Those words can make a girl melt if she never heard it before"
yet mama, you thawed out when dad came
You just thawed out completely
My mama wanted me to be someone
someone who wasn't her at all
She was scared that I would turn up just like her
lonely, vulnerable, and tainted
Yet mama, you lied
you lied to me all these years
You never told me what to do if my husband lose his temper
You never told me where to do go if I am lost
You never told me what make-up cream to buy for my face
You missed something important mama
You forgot to tell me..
What happens after the first time