And you move on,

And you be good.

And you think happy, happy thoughts.

And I wish nothing but the best for you and what you do.

And I pray for your life to be full of blessings.

And as you go…

I don't want you to remember me.

I don't want you to think of me.

I have disappeared from you for good.

I ever really existed to you.

I was never quite alive to you.

And I made you miserable.

And being as awful as I was, I caused you to realize that what we were,

Was a fantasy.

And I was really nothing to you.

No guilt.

No pain.

No regret.

No condolences.

No sorrow.

None of these are welcome here.

Because I, the unworthy, the nonexistent, the nothing,

I have already forgiven you.

And you move on,

And you be good.

And you think happy, happy thoughts.

And I wish nothing but the best for you and what you do.

And I pray for your life to be full of blessings.

And as you go,

I don't want to be anything to you,

For I never was.