summer is here
But I'm still around
watching the sun go
up and down the hill
for many, many times.

I watched you and that girl
laugh happily as you both chatted.
You were so, so happy.
envy. jealousy. hatred.

You never smiled or laughed
that happily while talking to me;
heck, you didn't even want to talk!
frowning, displeased face.

Summer is here,
but everything's the same.
Except for my words
that are more viciously coated
with ugly, ugly hatred.