What am I to say

When they ask so many questions

What am I to do

When they tell me how to live

How am I to think

When they think of me as madness

How am I to change

When they won't let me move

Head spins me round

Cover me in circles

Hands hold me down

Keep me locked and caged

Hearts stop my breathing

Faintness in the nighttime

Hunger for my ending

I am not the same

I can't live alone

But sheltered from the darkness

I can't live undone

But with another's arms

I can't live depressed

But waiting for tomorrow

I can't live like this

But I won't let it end