Sitting outside my window now,
looking at the snowy plains,
everything is filled with pure loneliness.
I wasn't alone- I had my family.
But that did not take away
the loneliness of not seeing you.
Even though I said that I wouldn't
love the you which isn't a guy.
I can't shake away this feeling-
love, yearn, desperate-
I really need you after all.
So empty without you...
If I only I hadn't cast you away
out of anger with those hurtful words-
I would still have you right here,
with me through this winter day.