Is Me

Now every time I hear your name

It makes me want to cry

I know that that is kind of lame

But I do not know why

Why do I always feel like this

Why do I always hurt

People I love I always miss

My insides feel like dirt

I have lost so many I love

None should've had to go

They have taken the final shove

And Death is now my foe

I hate crying in front of you

Or really anyone

The tears I shed have been so few

All I want is to run

I want to run away and hide

So no one else can see

That sometimes to me it feels like

The one who died is me