Um ... Wow. It's so long . I never really saw myself as the type to write fluff ... But ... Um ... yeah. Fluffy stuff is fluffy.

Rated for a potty mouth(pen?) of one of the characters, MxM relations and lots of implied sex. As well as abuse and homophobia.

Enjoy the fluff!


Mr. Williams,

Do please stop passing notes to the idiot beside me, or at least toss it over my head or something so I don't become your personal messenger! It is rather distracting!

-Allan Kyrkand

Allan,

Why so formal? And why are you telling me to stop passing notes by passing me a note? That doesn't really make any sense, y'know? Anyway, don't call me Mr. Williams; it makes me feel old ...

-Ty Williams

Mr. Williams,

I do not believe that we are familiar enough to be on a first name basis yet. As such, I will refer to you as Mr. Williams because I have no wish to communicate with you outside of these stupid notes.

I never told you to stop passing notes, because really that is none of my concern. I did, however, request that you stop using me as your messenger to pass it to the boy beside me.

-Allan Kyrkand

Allan,

I told you not to call me that! Don't make me come up with some really stupid nickname for you, because unless you refer to me by my actual name, I will!

But if I toss it over your head, I'll get caught! The entire point of passing notes is to not get caught! Have you thought about that?

-Ty Williams

x

Idiot,

Lovely job landing us in detention. I really do not appreciate this! I never had detention before, let alone with an idiot like you!

-Allan Kyrkand

Allan,

That was rude. But I guess it's a step up from "Mr. Williams" ... How exactly is it my fault that you decided to stand up in the middle of class and start yelling at me that I'm an idiot?

What exactly is the problem with my name? I want to hear you say it!

-Ty Williams

Jackass,

I'm not even going to bother with your name anymore. It's a waste of my time. It is entirely your fault. If it wasn't for you and your stupid notes, I wouldn't be in this situation with you right now!

-Allan Kyrkand

Jerk,

You know, if you keep swearing that loudly every time you write something down, or chuck the paper at me like that, the teacher is going to notice ... Just saying.

-Ty Williams

Fuck you.

Allie,

That was mean! It wasn't even addressed or signed! How rude can you get?

-Ty Williams

Tyler,

I can get a Hell of a lot ruder if you call me by that atrocious name one more time! Now kindly piss off and stop sending me notes! The teacher is watching!

-Allan Kyrkand

Allan,

See? Isn't being on a first name basis so much easier than constantly insulting me like that? I think it is. Why don't you keep calling me by my name so that I don't have to call you "Allie" anymore?

-Ty Williams :)

Tyler,

I hate you! :(

-Allan Kyrkand

Allan,

You don't mean that, do you? You want to be my friend!

-Awesome

Tyler,

Signing the note as "Awesome" was the stupidest thing I've ever seen in my life.

No, I have no wish to make your acquaintance, now kindly piss off!

-Allan Kyrkand

Grumpy,

You don't mean that. You want to be my friend! So how bout after this DT is over, you and I hang out at the park or something?

-Ty

Stupid,

I am not grumpy, thank you. I know I'm going to regret this ... I don't even know why the Hell I'm agreeing to this, anyway, so don't let it get to your already inflated head, you hear me? But sure, that sounds like ... fun.

-Allan

Al,

See? I told you that you can't resist this face! Meet me by the back enterance, k?

-Ty

x

Tyler,

I thought you said the park. THIS isn't a park, THIS is Burger King!

-Allan

Al,

We are going to the park! I just need to get some food first, that detention made me really hungry.

-Ty

Tyler,

Okay, but why are we passing notes on a napkin that keeps ripping if WE'RE RIGHT ACROSS FROM EACH OTHER? rawr.

-Allan

Al,

Because this is alot more fun, don't you think? Besides, it's better that you get your anger out on the paper than by actually screaming at me in a public place like you just wanted to do.

Anyway, they wouldn't rip if you wouldn't press so hard with the pen.

Rawr?

-Ty

Tyler,

You are a fucker, and I hate you.

Yes, rawr.

-Allan

Al,

You tell lies. No one appreciates liars, Al.

-Ty

Tyler,

Stop shortening my name you lazy idiot! It's Allan, not Al.

I do not lie!

-Allan

Allan,

But writing out 'Allan' takes too long :( So too bad :)

Yes, you do. You say that you hate me all the time. I know for a fact that is a lie.

-Ty

Tyler,

I assure you, I have absolutely no interest in men such as you. But fine ... I don't *hate* I'm close to hating you!

-Allan

Al,

But you have interest in men that aren't me? ;)

-Ty

Tyler,

No, I never said that I have an interest in men, I just said that people with your personality irritate me greatly and I have no interest in being around them.

-Allan

Al,

Which means your taste in guys is horrible.

Because I'm the best.

-Ty

Tyler,

You have the biggest damn ego that I have ever had the displeasure of seeing. Now excuse me, I have to get to work.

-Allan

x

Al,

Hey, why did you have to leave so early yesterday? We never even made it to the park.

-Ty

Tyler,

Why is that any of your business? But, as I said before I left, I had to go to work. Some of us have better things to do than sit on our asses all day playing video games.

-Allan

Al,

Seriously though, dude, you look all pale and generally sickly! You really don't seem so well. What time did you get home last night?

-Ty

Tyler,

Acting concerned doesn't suit you very well, you know that? I'm FINE. I just got home ... really late last night because they needed my help at work and they kind of forgot to send me home again.

-Allan

Al,

What do you mean acting? How late is really late? What do you mean *again*?

-Ty

Tyler,

I mean acting as in faking concern. Don't you know basic English? I guess I really shouldn't be surprised, what with your horrible spelling and all.

Really late is somewhere around ... two in the morning? Maybe ... Might have been later ... I don't remember, I fell asleep on the way home when I stopped for a second to take a break, and that's why I was so late this morning.

It happens sometimes. They need my help sorting things and they leave to go take care of things, and forgot to come and check up on me so I get lost in the task.

-Allan

Al,

Do you think you should go to the infirmary? You look like you're going to collapse at any second! Dude, you're really worrying me!

-Ty

Williams,

I told you to stop acting concerned about me, didn't I? I don't want your pity or your concern or you sympathy, so spare it for someone who needs it more than me!

-Kyrkand

Al?

So now we're back to last names? Fine, if you want to like that, I won't worry about you anymore!

-Williams

x

Tyler,

Look ... I'm sorry for how I treated you last week ... I was just really stressed out and I had no right to take it out on you.

-Allan

Tyler,

Why aren't you answering me? Weren't you the one who initiated this friendship in the first place? Why are you acting so offended?

-Allan

Ty,

Fine. If you want to act like some kind of GIRL, be my guest! See if I care! Because I don't! I don't give a damn about you or your stupid friendship!

-Al (crossed out) Kyrkand

Allan,

I won't talk to you again until you apologise to me and admit that you're a complete douche. Understand?

-Tyler Williams

Tyler,

I do believe that is the first time you signed with your full name. Didn't I already apologise in the first note that I sent you? Fine, I was being a douche . Happy?

-Allan

PS. Ever throw one of your stupid notes at me and hit me in the eye again I will slaughter you with a butter knife!

Al,

I'm not unhappy. Thanks. I want to be your friend, Al. Really. But if you really don't care and don't want to be around me, then I guess I can forget about it and leave you alone ...

-Ty

Ty,

Why do you always listen to me only when it suits you? Or at least believe me when it suits you? If I didn't want to be your friend, do you honestly think that I would go through all this trouble to answer all of these stupid notes that you keep giving me?

-Allan

Al,

I guess not.

Hey, you called me 'Ty'!

-Ty

Tyler Ty(crossed out) Moron,

Shut up! Don't let it go to your head!

-Allan

Al,

Aw, how cute, now you don't know what to call me! It's fine, I won't tease you for calling me Ty anymore, I promise.

-Ty

Ty,

I'm not cute. Don't refer to me as such, got it?

-Allan

Al,

Hey, are you doing anything after school? If not, you wanna hang out with me? :D

-Ty

Ty,

I would love to, but I have to work again. Sorry :(

-Allan

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [No subject]
Sent on: 11/12/20XX 13:23PM

but your sik, al! you cant go to work like this!

To: AwesomeTy
From: Allan K.
Subject: [RE: No subject]
Sent on: 11/12/20XX 13:24PM

I assure you, I am fine. Why did we move to texts? Because honestly, I'd rather decrypt your horrible handwriting rather than try and understand your horrible grammar and spelling while texting.

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [RE: No subject]
Sent on: 11/12/20XX 13:24PM

because i ran out of paper. duh! i dont no how to send nots w/o paper.

To: AwesomeTy
From: Allan K.
Subject: [RE: No subject]
Sent on: 11/12/20XX 13:26PM

Whatever. Just try to use proper grammar and spelling. Please? Or I won't talk to you again. Ever. Trust me, I can hold grudges over the pettiest things.

Anyway, I'm fine. I'm sure I can handle a five hour shift at the library putting away books. No big.

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [RE: No subject]
Sent on: 11/12/20XX 13:28PM

Fine. But I'm going with you just in case!

x

To: AwesomeTy
From: Allan K.
Subject: [RE: No subject]
Sent on: 11/12/20XX 17:14PM

I can't believe you actually followed me to work, you bastard! Why can't you believe me when I say that I'm fine?

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [RE: No subject]
Sent on:11/12/20XX 17:15PM

I can't believe that it took you that long to actually notice me. Really, that is really sad.

To: AwesomeTy
From: Allan K.
Subject: [RE: No subject]
Sent on: 11/12/20XX 17:17PM

Not my fault I just got on break! Hold on, I'm coming to where you're sitting.

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [RE: No subject]
Sent on:11/12/20XX 17:39PM

When you get this ... Get online so I can kick your ass, got it? *angry face*

Once4theOcean has signed on.

xXAwesomeXx has signed on.

xXAwesomeXx says: I told you that your sick!

Once4theOcean says: why did I consent to this if I'm just going to get yelled at ...?

Once4theOcean says: I don't know what you're talking about ...

xXAwesomeXx says: You COLLAPSED when you were coming over to my table! You fainted, and you play it off as if it's nothing!

Once4theOcean says: It isn't that bad ... No need to lecture me about it.

xXAwesomeXx says: You are so lucky I'm not with you right now ... Because if I was, I would slap you upside the head.

Once4theOcean says: brb

xXAwesomeXx says: fine, but don't think im done with you!

xXAwesomeXx says: got it?

Once4theOcean is Away

xXAwesomeXx says: Al? Allan? Are you sure you're okay there? Do you need me to come over?

Once4theOcean says: ... yes, please ...

xXAwesomeXx has signed off.

x

"Al? Where are you?"

"Here ... In my bedroom ..."

"He- Woah, it smells really bad in here ... Did you throw up or something? You look terrible ..."

"M-maybe ... I don't look too bad, do I?"

"You don't look bad, just sick. I told you that you shouldn't go to work today ... Here, move over and let me sit beside you."

"Mm ... You're all cold ... J-just give me a few moments 'K? I'll be fine ... in a few ... minutes ..."

"Woah! Al, you're burning hot! You're burning my neck! Hey, don't fall asleep on me!"

"'M not falling asleep. Your neck is just cold and nice ... How did I get home, anyway?"

"I carried you here. I told your boss that you're taking the next few days off and then took you home."

"... Thanks ..."

x

Once4theOcean has signed on.

xXAwesomeXx says: Hey, Al, you there?

Once4theOcean says: The online status says as much.

xXAwesomeXx says: How're you feeling? Are you resting enough? You haven't gone back to work have you?

Once4theOcean says: I'm feeling much better, actually, thanks for asking. Yes, Tyler, I'm resting enough. No, I have not gone back to work.

xXAwesomeXx says: That's good :D

Once4theOcean says: Hey ... Tyler?

xXAwesomeXx says: Yeah? What is it?

xXAwesomeXx says: Hey, Al? Where'd you go?

xXAwesomeXx says: Look, I g2g now, k? Bye!

Once4theOcean is Away.

xXAwesomeXx has signed off.

Once4theOcean says: Thanks for caring about me ...

The following message could not be delivered to all recipients.

Once4theOcean has signed off.

x

Ty ... How do you feel about homosexuals?

-Allan

Al? Why is your handwriting so shaky? Are you feeling alright? You're bright red!

Um ... That's an odd question. I don't really know, I never really had any gay or even bi friends ... So I can't really say. I guess, as long as they keep away from me, I'm fine.

-Ty

... But what if you found out that your best friend was gay? Would you leave him because of that?

-Allan

Allan, you're freaking me out. Why are you shaking so hard?

I don't know if I would leave him ... But I don't know how fully I can accept it. I mean, when I grew up my dad used to get drunk all the time, and boast about beating up 'fags' all the time ...

-Ty

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [Wtf dude?]
Sent on:11/15/20XX 11:01AM

Allan? Why'd you run off like that? Where are you, I'm coming to find you.

To: AwesomeTy
From: Allan K.
Subject: [RE: Wtf dude?]
Sent on:11/15/20XX 11:04AM

Nothing of your concern. Just leave me alone for a while. Please?

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [RE: Wtf dude?]
Sent on:11/15/20XX 11:10AM

C'mon! Tell me where you are? I'm really worried about you D:

To: AwesomeTy
From: Allan K.
Subject: [RE: Wtf dude?]
Sent on:11/15/20XX 11:15AM

You aren't going to listen, are you? I'm in the English wing, by the stairs. You know, the ones I wait for you by in the mornings?

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [RE: Wtf dude?]
Sent on:11/15/20XX 11:16AM

I'll be right there.

"I told you to leave me alone, didn't I?"

"Yeah, and? You don't just run off like that, looking like you're about to cry and not expect me to worry about you!"

"I just ... needed to do something, is all."

"Here, at the bottom of the least used staircase in the school? Yeah, how 'bout you come up with a better lie, Al?"

"Don't yell at me ..."

"Al? Please tell me what's wrong? Aren't I your friend?"

"I-I can't. Please, can't you understand?"

"Al ... Are you ... A-are you gay?"

...

"Hey! No need to hit me! No need to cry, either, Al ..."

"L-leave me alone! You said yourself you couldn't accept it! Not fully ... For the record, I'm bi, not gay!"

"That's co- Hey! Don't run away! Allan!"

x

xXAwesomeXx has signed on.

Once4theOcean has signed off.

xXAwesomeXx says: I know your there, Al.

xXAwesomeXx says: Come on! Won't you even tell me what this is about? :(

Once4theOcean has signed on.

Once4theOcean says: How did you know I was still there?

xXAwesomeXx says: The message thingy that changes to the music your listening to kept changing songs.

Once4theOcean says: damn ... I have to remember to turn that option off ...

Once4theOcean says: anywayt what do you want?

xXAwesomeXx says: I see spelling errors! are yiou getting flustered?

xXAwesomeXx says: **you

Once4theOcean says: Shut it! just tell me what it is you want so i can leave!

xXAwesomeXx says: If your gonna leave right after, maybe I won't tell you. *smirk*

Once4theOcean says: You sre insuffereable!

Once4theOcean has signed off.

xXAwesomeXx has signed off.

x

Hey Al.

Hey Al.

Hey Al.

Hey Al.

What? What the fuck do you need and why are you scribbling all over my desk?

Why are you so mad at me? :(

... I'm not mad at you ...

Yes you are. You've been avoiding me for the past two weeks.

I've been rather busy. I had to get a second job, so I haven't had time for anyone lately.

Why do you need a second job?

Because, you jackass, if you haven't noticed, I live alone! Which means I have to pay for myself, too!

But ... Your only sixteen! How can you live alone?

Easy. I have two jobs so I can pay for everything, and since no one in my family actually knows that I live alone because my parents abandoned me, I use birthday money for things like books and such. It's not really all that hard.

Also, will you finally learn the difference between 'your' and 'you're'? It's driving me insane!

But it must be so lonely! I can't imagine living all by myself.

It does feel a little lonesome sometimes, but you get used to it after a while. This is probably for the better, anyway.

That's it! You're coming over tonight! I'm not taking no for an answer, got it?

I can't. Working late tonight.

Then you're going to RTO at lunch. Call in sick or something, I don't care.

...

Why are you doing this?

What do you mean why? Because I care about you! You're my best friend!

Tyler, I would love to, really ... But I don't think your father will be very happy with the ... quality of friends that you're making if you bring me over.

What are you-? Oh ... Oh! That ... Yeah, um ...

See? Now I'm going to go call and see if I can get in any extra shifts.

x

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [No Subject]
Sent on:12/01/20XX 22:16PM

See? That wasn't so bad, was it?

To: AwesomeTy
From: Allan K.
Subject: [RE: No Subject]
Sent on:12/01/20XX 22:17AM

Yeah, whatever. Just get your ass on MSN because my phone's about to die.

xXAwesomeXx has signed on.

Once4theOcean says: Yes it was that bad! Your father totally hated me!

xXAwesomeXx says: you're exaggerating! he didn't hate you.

Once4theOcean says: Are you stupid? he was *glaring* atme the entire time!

Once4theOcean says: **at me -.-''

xXAwesomeXx says: Nah, he's usually like that with everyone.

Once4theOcean says: Im really glad I don't live with him ... No offence.

xXAwesomeXx says: None taken!

Once4theOcean says: Well, it's late ... I best be heading to bed. Night.

xXAwesomeXx says: G'night.

Once4theOcean has signed off.

xXAwesomeXx has signed off.

x

Idiot,

Good job landing us in detention. AGAIN! You're lucky I'm not working today.

-Al

Al,

I'm sorry! I can't help it if Maths is so freaking boring!

-Ty

Idiot,

Then kindly find someone else to bother! Someone who isn't ME. Really, what did I ever do to you to deserve this sort of thing?

-Al

Al,

But you're my friend~

You secretly love it when I pass you notes. I know you do. You just try and hide it to protect your "image" :P

-Ty

Stupid,

Trust me, I'm still trying to figure out why.

I don't love it. I don't have an "image" or a need to protect it.

-Al

Al,

Your lies amuse me. I can see you blushing like a girl over there. Don't think you can hide it. And your handwriting is shakier than usual.

Is someone flustered?

-Ty

You idiot! I'm not blushing and my hands aren't shaking! Fuck off!

Al,

Of course you aren't. Now, what have I told you about that language?

Hey, when's your birthday?

-Ty

Ty,

Why must you be so stupidly random all the time? I don't know how half the people you talk to actually manage to keep up with you. And ... my language is none of your concern, you idiot!

-Al

Ty,

Forgot to mention in the last one ... It's on the third of January.

-Al

Al,

Cool! Mine's only twenty days after yours! Isn't that awesome? XD I love how you're the older one and you're shorter than me.

And I'm random because being random is awesome! And people can keep up with me just fine, thank you.

-Ty

Ty,

Why did you need to know my birthday all of a sudden?

-Al

Al,

Because! Your birthday's in two weeks, isn't it? We'll go hang out, okay? Because you aren't working on your birthday!

-Ty

Ty,

Thanks.

-Al

x

Once4theOcean has signed on.

xXAwesomeXx has signed on.

Once4theOcean says: Ty, thank you so much!

xXAwesomeXx says: It wasn't a big deal. Really. You deserve an awesome birthday, since you're almost as awesome as I am.

Once4theOcean says: Thanks. Really. No one's ever really been that nice to me.

xXAwesomeXx says: ^_^ did you like your present?

Once4theOcean says: Yes! Oh, god, yes! How did you know my favorite author ever?

xXAwesomeXx says: Lucky guess?

Once4theOcean says: Seriously though, thank you so much. What do you want for your birthday?

xXAwesomeXx says: No! You don't have to get me anything!

xXAwesomeXx says: I mean ... you live alone and all, so you need to save the money you have ...

Once4theOcean says: Ty ... I would feel really bad if you didn't let me get you something for your birthday.

xXAwesomeXx says: Fine ... How bout a picture?

Once4theOcean says: A picture of what?

xXAwesomeXx says: Us. Together. So that I won't forget you after school's over. I mean, next year is our last year, isn't it?

Once4theOcean says: I guess I could do that ^_^

xXAwesomeXx says: That's great! Hey, I'm coming over for a little bit, okay?

Once4theOcean says: Be my guest. It's not like I have anyone to tell.

xXAwesomeXx has signed off.

x

"Hey, Al, you home?"

"Of course I am, idiot. Did you not just IM me ten minutes ago?"

"Y-yeah ... Sorry."

"Well, sit down. I'll make some tea or something. You do like tea, don't you?"

"To be honest, not that much, but I can stand it."

"Well, what did you want to talk about?"

"I-I never said I wanted to talk ..."

"Well, the way your fidgeting kind of says you need something. And you don't just spontaneously announce a visit to someone's house at half past eleven at night without needing to talk."

"... Why are you so damn perceptive?"

"It's a gift. Now talk."

"O-okay ... Well, I-I think that ... I think I love someone."

"Oh? W-well that's good for you, Ty! But honestly couldn't you have waited until Monday to tell me about this?"

"I was going to ... But I don't know ... I just needed to tell someone about this ..."

"Well, who is it?"

"Iumwellitjustsohappenstobeyou."

"Can you repeat that? In English this time, if you don't mind."

"I ... uh ... I would l-love to but I have to get home ... Bye."

"B-bye? But you only just got here! And you were the one that invited yourself!"

"I know, I'm sorry! I'll call you later, okay?"

"Don't bother. I'm going to bed."

"Okay, see you, I guess ..."

...

"You idiot ... Can't you see that I love you ...?"

x

Sorry about last night.

It's fine. I just want to know who it is.

Why? You jealous~ ;p

You idiot! No I'm not! Why shoud I care who your interested in?

You're flustered. Just look at all these spelling errors. Really, Al, you should be more honest with yourself.

Fuck off! I'm going to the library! Maybe Nicole will be there and I'll hang out with her. At least she's a decent conversation that doesn't make fun on me all the time!

Wait! I'll go with you! Hey, don't glare at me like that. I promise not to tease you anymore.

"Fine, but you tease me and I swear that you'll regret it."

"I know. I know. Lemme just throw out this piece of paper and we'll go. Do you have work today?"

"No, I quit yesterday. Both of them."

"What? Why?"

"Because my idiot aunt finally figured out that her sister and brother-in-law have left their son alone. Now she's going to play mommy and take care of me."

"That's nice of her. Where does she live?"

"Toronto. Up in Canada."

"Canada! You're moving to Canada?"

"Quiet, this is a library."

"Sorry ... But ... Canada?"

"Seems that way. Look, please don't make a big deal out of this, okay? I'll be back in two to three years once I'm done with my courses up there."

"But I'll m- I mean, I'll have no one to talk to!"

"Yes you will. You have MSN, so you can talk to me. There's your brother, and your parents and everyone at school."

"I know, but it isn't the same. When are you leaving?"

"No idea. She's calling tonight, so I'll tell you when I know, okay?"

"Okay."

"Well, I best go and wait for her to call ... Bye."

"Bye ..."

"There's no need to crush me, you oaf! I'm not leaving yet!"

"Sorry. 'S just a hug ..."

"Whatever. Good bye."

"Hey! Al, wait!"

"For the love of ... What is it no-"

[Kiss.]

"W-what was th-that for ...?"

"I think I love you, Al."

...

"Your blushing. Is that a good or bad thing?"

"I ... I lo-love you, t-too ..."

"Really? You mean it?"

"Y-yeah ..."

[Kiss. Kiss.]

x

xXAwesomeXx has signed on.

Once4theOcean has signed on.

Once4theOcean has signed off.

Once4theOcean has signed on.

Once4theOcean is Away.

Once4theOcean says: In two weeks.

xXAwesomeXx says: So soon?

Once4theOcean says: she says that she wants me here before the summer holidays begin so I can get settled in by the time school lets out so that I can make friends easier.

xXAwesomeXx says: did you happen to mention to her that it'll only be mid february?

xXAwesomeXx says: there's still four and a half months until the end of the year!

Once4theOcean says: I know. I told her ... But she's pretty adamant on it.

Once4theOcean says: Do you mind calling me? I don't want to type this ... It seems impersonal.

xXAwesomeXx says: ya, gimme a second ...

[Ring. Ring. Rii-]

"Tyler!"

"Yeah, is me. Why do you have to leave so soon?"

"I don't know ... B-but ... I don't want t-to leave ... I like it here. A-and you're here ... And I'll m-miss yo- everyone else."

"I know ... I don't want you to leave ... I love you, Al ..."

"I ... I love you, too ..."

"Your voice is really shaky. Are you crying, Al? Please don't cry ..."

"I c-can't stop ...They won't stop ..."

"Al ... You're making me cry, too ..."

"I-I'm sorry ... B-but I can't ..."

"Hey, why don't you come over to my place for a bit? Everyone's out for the day and won't be back until tomorrow."

"Y-yeah ... I'll be right there ..."

"Don't hang up 'k? Just keep talking to me until you're here."

"O-okay ..."

x

"Ty! Tyler!"

"Oh, you got here fast."

"Tyler! I don't want to leave! Don't let her take me away from you, please!"

"Al! Al, look at me. You know I would if I could ... But there's nothing I can do about this. Hey, you're getting my shirt all wet."

"I don't care! J-just ... Hold me?"

"Yes, of course."

[Kiss. Kiss. Kiss.]

"I love you ... How am I going to leave?"

"I love you, too. So much that it hurts sometimes. How am I going to let you leave? But you'll be back, right? And you'll write to me, right? And you'll talk to me every day, right?"

"I'll try ... Tyler, I don't want to go to Canada! It's cold up there!"

"I know, Al, but there's nothing we can do, unless you can convince your aunt to move here instead."

"I wish I could ... I'll miss you so much ..."

"Hey now, please don't cry ... It makes me want to cry, too."

"I-it won't stop ... Ty, it won't stop ..."

[Kiss. Kiss. Kiss.]

x

[Heavy breathing.]

"Al? Allan? Please tell me you don't hate me now ... Hey, say something!"

"What exactly is there to say after something like this?"

"I don't know, anything! Just please, don't hate me or something ..."

"Tyler, why would I let you do something like this if I hated you?"

"Oh, god, Allan, I love you so much! I can't let you go! Not now!"

"Tyler ... Ty ... I love you ..."

"I know ... I know. I love you, too."

"I ... I have to go finish packing ... Yah! Ow-!"

"Does it hurt? Is it bad?"

"A-a bit ... I can handle it, though ...Because it was you."

"I'm sorry, Al ... Don't regret this, okay?"

"I won't ..."

x

"Listen, Aunt Rose ... Can't we just stay here? You only have to take care of me for a year and then I'm coming back, anyway!"

"No. I have things I need to do back home. If you had told me earlier than maybe. But not as things stand now."

"How could I have told you earlier? I barely had three days notice! Do you know how unfair this is for me? I have a life here, you know!"

"I'm sure you do, Allan. But I think you've been living by yourself a little too long. Too many late nights and wild parties that you forgot what it's like to have an adult around you."

"What late nights and wild parties? I'm not like that!"

"I'm sure you're not. Now kindly be quiet and let me drive."

x

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [RE: No Subject]
Sent on: 02/06/20XX 10:19AM

Hey, Al. What's up? It's not like I miss you or anything ... But what's it like with your aunt up in Canada? Again, I don't miss you or anything! So don't think I do ...

To: AwesomeTy
From: Allan K.
Subject: [RE: No Subject]
Sent on:02/06/20XX 10:21AM

My aunt is a complete cow! She refuses to listen to me, thinks I'm a liar that's been affected by his "too many late nights and wild parties"!

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [RE: No Subject]
Sent on: 02/06/20XX 10:23AM

That sucks :(

To: AwesomeTy
From: Allan K.
Subject: [RE: No Subject]
Sent on:02/0620XX 10:39AM

Ty! How am I supposed to spend a whole year with her? I don't want to go up to Canada! I want to be back in NY, with you! I miss you ... (L)

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [RE: No Subject]
Sent on: 02/06/20XX 10:42AM

That took you a while to send ... were you staring at the screen and fretting about sending it?

To: AwesomeTy
From: Allan K.
Subject: [RE: No Subject]
Sent on:02/06/20XX 10:43AM

Shut up you ass! I was not!

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [RE: No Subject]
Sent on: 02/06/20XX 10:45AM

I think you were. you're so cute, Al ;)

To: AwesomeTy
From: Allan K.
Subject: [RE: No Subject]
Sent on:02/06/20XX 10:46AM

I told you not to call me cute! I am not CUTE! I am male, and males aren't CUTE!

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [RE: No Subject]
Sent on: 02/06/20XX 10:49AM

ya, ya, whatever you say Cutie XD

x

[Ring. Ring. Riing. Beep]

You have reached Tyler William's voice mail! I can't answer the phone, so why don't you leave a message and I'll get back to you?

"H-hey Tyler ... It's me. I made it to Toronto. It's rather ... cold up here. How are things with you? Up here they're nice ... Sorta. It's not really that much different from living alone. I mean, All Aunt Rose does is go out with friends or work or complain about friends or sleep. She doesn't talk to me at all! I think I'll go insane by the end of the week ... I don't think I can handle a whole year up here. What if she makes me stay longer than a year? What if she adopts me and makes me stay with her forever? Ty, I'm scared now. A-anyway, I was just calling because I hoped you'd answer because I reallly want to talk to you ... I really miss you ... Well, bye I guess."

[Ring. Ring. Riing. Beep]

You have reached the voice mailbox of Allan Kyrkand. Leave a message and I'll get back to you when I get the chance.

"Hey, Al. Sorry for the delay in answering your message. It's been fine here. Warmer than usual but I'm not complaining. Would you get mad at me if I murder your aunt for doing this to you? She doesn't sound like such a fun person to be around ... Anyway, Al ... I miss you, too. It's so dull without you. I wish you were here again. Also, don't worry. I won't let her keep you up there for longer than a year. I'll come up there myself and steal you away. Don't be scared, babe, okay? I'll talk to you later."

[Ring. Ring. Riing. Beep]

You have reached Tyler William's voice mail! I can't answer the phone, so why don't you leave a message and I'll get back to you?

"You know, I've never really been such a huge fan of telephone tag, but this is ridiculous! Why do you never answer me when I call you? Whatever, at least this can keep me sane. I got a new number though ... I got your last message though, Mr. Chivalry. Steal me away? I'm not a woman, and this isn't a fairy tale. Oh! My new number is (416)-XXX-XXXX. Don't forget it, okay? I miss you ... Oh! And I downloaded MSN again, so I'll actually be able to get on now."

[Ring. Ring. Riing. Beep]

You have reached the voice mailbox of Allan Kyrkand. Leave a message and I'll get back to you when I get the chance.

"Hey ... It's me again. It's umm ... It's Valentine's Day ... and I just wanted to say that ... I miss you, Al. So much. Ha, our first Valentine's Day as a couple and you're in another fucking country. Lame, huh? Well catch you later ... Thanks for giving me your number. Oh, didn't you sell your old house? Because I haven't seen anyone around there and the mailbox is kind of full ..."

x

Once4theOcean has signed on.

xXAwesomeXx has signed on.

Once4theOcean says: Are you serious? Did I forget to sell my apartment?

Once4theOcean says: Fuck, that really can't be good!

xXAwesomeXx says: That's what it looks like.

xXAwesomeXx says: Don't worry! I've convinced my parents to let me move there! So I've taken over the rent and whatnot! At least, until you come back.

xXAwesomeXx says: so come back quickly, because you're going to owe me quite a bit, Al!

Once4theOcean says: Th-thanks Al ...

xXAwesomeXx says: It's no problem ^_^ It's fun, living here by myself. But everything reminds me of you :(

Once4theOcean says: I have to go eat dinner now.

xXAwesomeXx says: Alright. Bye. Don't choke or anything! Oh, hey, where do you keep the key to the second bedside table drawer? It won't open.

Once4theOcean says: I'm not telling you, so you better not go in there, you understand?

Once4theOcean has signed off.

xXAwesomeXx has signed off.

x

Once4theOcean has signed on.

xXAwesomeXx says: Al! you're on!

Once4theOcean says: So it would seem.

Once4theOcean says: I miss you ... It's so boring up here.

xXAwesomeXx says: I know. it's canada. nothing like down here in the states, huh?

Once4theOcean says: It's cold, though. Really cold. I always need a jacket on me.

Once4theOcean says: What have you been up to?

xXAwesomeXx says: Homework, mostly. nothing much else to do, truthfully.

xXAwesomeXx says: I would do other stuff, like go to movies and such, but it just isn't the same with you there ...

xXAwesomeXx says: I miss you.

Once4theOcean says: I know. I miss you, too.

Once4theOcean says: At least we don't have a time difference between us ... makes everything easier.

xXAwesomeXx says: have you started school up there?

Once4theOcean says: Yeah. The kids are nice enough. But everyone generally ignores me. It could be worse, though.

xXAwesomeXx says: I'm sorry this had to happen, Al. Really. if I could have stipped it, I would have. You know that, right?

xXAwesomeXx says: **stopped

Once4theOcean says: I hate my parents. If it weren't for them then I wouldn't be here.

xXAwesomeXx says: Well, blaming people isn't going to help any, Al.

Once4theOcean says: I know. I'm not six. It just makes me feel a lot better.

Once4theOcean says: Before I forget ...

Once4theOcean says: There! Check your email.

x

New Message

From: AJKyrkand hotmail. com
To: AwesomeTyler yahoo. com
Subject: Happy Belated Birthday!
Attachments: JPG001(Show in slideshow/Download)

x

Once4theOcean says: Sorry for the delay. I just kept forgetting to send it to you.

xXAwesomeXx says: D'aww ... how'd you get such a cute photo?

xXAwesomeXx says: really, though? how'd you get a photo of the both of us sleeping? you look pretty dead there, sprawled all over me.

Once4theOcean says: Shut up! I was not 'sprawled'!

Once4theOcean says: One of my coworkers took it when she came to check up on me why I hadn't shown up for work, and she took it. Gave it to me as a 'present' -.-"

xXAwesomeXx says:That is so cute, dude! I'm totally setting it as my wallpaper.

Once4theOcean says: No! Don't put something like that where others can see it!

Once4theOcean says: if you set it as your wallpaper I swear I'll never forgive you! and then I'll never talk to you again! Tyler!

xXAwesomeXx says: Fine. Just let me print it off so I can at least have a copy of it with me, okay? Am I allowed to do that?

Once4theOcean says: If I say no, will that really change anything?

xXAwesomeXx says: Probly not.

Once4theOcean says: Fine. Print it off ...

Once4theOcean says: But don't show it to anyone!

xXAwesomeXx says: wouldn't dream of it. I'm the only one that gets to see you lookin that cute ;D

Once4theOcean says: I have to go now ... Sorry.

xXAwesomeXx says: aww, really? Well, I guess I'll talk to you later, than ...

Once4theOcean says: bye. I love you.

Once4theOcean has signed off.

xXAwesomeXx has signed off.

x

[Ring. Ring. Rii-]

"Y'ello?"

"You answered! It's a Christmas miracle."

"Al! It's you! Oh, I missed you so much!"

"I missed you, too, idiot."

"Is that any way to talk to your lover when you haven't seen each other in two months? Really, Al, where are your manners?"

[BANG!]

"S-sorry! I didn't mean for that to happen!"

"Did you just ... drop your phone? And you call me an idiot."

"Sh-shut up! It's all your fault that it dropped!"

"You sound so flustered Al, are you okay? Is it because I said that I'm your lover? Did that affect you that much, Al?"

"N-no! O-of course not! Ha ... I-it's just ... You never even called yourself my boyfriend, so I was a little surprised ..."

"I bet you're all red right now. Because you always blush at everything that I say."

"I'm not red! And I don't blush at everything! You liar!"

"Oh, Al, you're so cute. So why did you call this late anyway? Do you need something? Are you okay?"

"Late? You never used to go to bed before half past twelve! If ten minutes to ten is late for you I guess I'll call back at a different time ..."

"No! It's fine! Don't hang up! I want to talk to you. So what did you want?"

"I ... I just wanted to hear your voice ... I don't like her, Ty. I don't like it here. I want to come back."

"I know you do. I want you back here, too."

"I think I'm going to cry again ... I'm fucking tired of crying, though!"

"You're fine, Al."

"Huh? How can you tell?"

"You're swearing just like you always do."

"You jackass! I hate you!"

"You don't mean that, Al. You love me. You can't live without me."

"You're such an ass sometimes, you know that!"

"See? You're not denying anything! You do love me!"

"Shu- Oops, my Aunt is home. I have to go, because I'm not actually supposed to be on the phone. Get on MSN, okay?"

x

xXAwesomeXx has signed on.

Once4theOcean is Away.

Once4theOcean has signed off.

Once4theOcean has signed on.

xXAwesomeXx says: yo, Al.

Once4theOcean says: Sorry, I might not be able to answer consistantly. my aunt is being a bitch about Facebook.

xXAwesomeXx says: That's fine, as long as you answer sometimes.

xXAwesomeXx says: Al, I miss you. I want to hold you, I want to kiss you ...

Once4theOcean says: I know. I miss you, too.

Once4theOcean says: This better turn into cybering ...

xXAwesomeXx says: :D But why not, Al? Doesn't cybering sound like fun to you?

Once4theOcean says: No! Don't you even think about it, Ty!

xXAwesomeXx says: XD

xXAwesomeXx says: Fine, fine. phone sex is better anyway ;)

Once4theOcean says: I hat you .

Once4theOcean says: **hate

xXAwesomeXx says: That took a while to write. Are you sitting there and stuttering obscenities at the screen? And blushing. I bet you're blushing like a girl right now.

Once4theOcean has signed off.

x

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [SUMMER BITCHES!]
Sent on: 06/29/20XX 15:01PM

it's officially SUMMER! no more school!

To: AwesomeTy
From: Allan K.
Subject: [RE: SUMMER BITCHES!]
Sent on:06/29/20XX 15:05PM

Exciting. It's too fucking hot over here. I hate the heat. Have I ever mentioned that?

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [RE: SUMMER BITCHES!]
Sent on: 06/29/20XX 15:06PM

I bet you look really hot in your shorts though ;)

To: AwesomeTy
From: Allan K.
Subject: [RE: SUMMER BITCHES!]
Sent on:06/29/20XX 15:09PM

I've had multiple people stare me up and down, if that's what you mean. They were pretty attractive, too. I might consider hooking up with them.

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [RE: SUMMER BITCHES!]
Sent on: 06/29/20XX 15:11PM

you don't mean that ... Do you? Al, do you really want to leave me, or go behind my back like that?

To: AwesomeTy
From: Allan K.
Subject: [RE: SUMMER BITCHES!]
Sent on:06/29/20XX 15:12PM

Of course not, you idiot. How stupid are you? Did I not say on multiple occasions that I love you? It's just ... Nevermind.

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [RE: SUMMER BITCHES!]
Sent on: 06/29/20XX 15:15PM

No! Al, tell me what it is! Please?

To: AwesomeTy
From: Allan K.
Subject: [RE: SUMMER BITCHES!]
Sent on:06/29/20XX 15:16PM

It's just that ... I'm so lonely. I mean, now that school's over I don't have that to do. It isn't like I have any friends here because my aunt won't let me leave the house, so I can't get a job, either! I miss you so much ...

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [RE: SUMMER BITCHES!]
Sent on: 06/29/20XX 15:20PM

Al ... I miss you, too. I miss you so much that it isn't even funny anymore. Not that it was to begin with!

To: AwesomeTy
From: Allan K.
Subject: [RE: SUMMER BITCHES!]
Sent on:06/29/20XX 15:21PM

I wouldn't think it was funny. You haven't gotten into my drawer have you? It's ... really personal.

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [RE: SUMMER BITCHES!]
Sent on: 06/29/20XX 15:23PM

No I haven't. is it proof that you've been cheating on me?

To: AwesomeTy
From: Allan K.
Subject: [RE: SUMMER BITCHES!]
Sent on:06/29/20XX 15:21PM

I'm not even dignifying that with a response. Just don't go in there, k?

x

Once4theOcean has signed on.

xXAwesomeXx is Away.

Once4theOcean says: Ty? Are you there?

xXAwesomeXx says: Ya, Al, need something?

Once4theOcean says: No, I was just lonely ...

xXAwesomeXx says: Aww, my poor Allie ... *hugs*

Once4theOcean says: You are so fucking lucky I'm not there right now! You jerk!

Once4theOcean says: Although ... That does really bring back memories.

xXAwesomeXx says: Ya, when we first met. You refused to call me by my first name.

xXAwesomeXx says: Now that you actually say it willingly, I wonder ... Think I get you to scream it?

xXAwesomeXx says: ;D

Once4theOcean says: WHY ARE YOU SO VULGAR?

Once4theOcean says: No, I don't think you can get me to scream your name no matter how hard you try.

Once4theOcean says: Not that I want you to try!

xXAwesomeXx says: I'm sure I can get you to change your mind. Seeing as that's a lie, anyway, it shouldn't be /too/ hard.

xXAwesomeXx says: XD You're so cute when you're flustered!

Once4theOcean says: I'm not flustered you ... you ass!

Once4theOcean says: I miss you, Tyler. This isn't enough ... I have to see you ...

xXAwesomeXx says: How about webcam?

[xXAwesomeXx sent an invitation to start webcam. (Accept / Decline)]

[Once4theOcean accepted the invitation to start webcam]

Once4theOcean says: Your hair! you grew it out!

xXAwesomeXx says: ya. you don't like it?

Once4theOcean says: No! I like it ... It looks good on you.

Once4theOcean says: I look ridiculous don't I?

xXAwesomeXx says: With the glasses?

xXAwesomeXx says: No, they look good on you. make you look bookish ^_^

xXAwesomeXx says: HEY! you don't just give someone /the finger/ when you're on webcam! especially when they're your lover!

Once4theOcean says: What do you mean by 'bookish' you isiot?

Once4theOcean says: *idiot

xXAwesomeXx says: "Usually female and sometimes bespectacled; a young woman who enjoys the company of her books. Has an intelligent, haughty, look rather than nerd."

xXAwesomeXx says: At least, that's Urban Dictionary's view on it XD

Once4theOcean says: I am not female!

Once4theOcean says: I most certainly do not have an 'intelligent, haughty look'!

Once4theOcean says: Although I do enjoy my books ...

xXAwesomeXx says: Yes, i know you do. I'm surrounded by books here O_O

Once4theOcean says: Don't hurt my books! When I come back they better all be in the same condition as before!

xXAwesomeXx says: Of course, Al.

Once4theOcean says: I have to go now ... Bye.

xXAwesomeXx says: I love you ^_^

Once4theOcean has signed off.

xXAwesomeXx has signed off.

x

To: AwesomeTy
From: Allan K.
Subject: [No subject]
Sent on:09/01/20XX 11:21AM

Tyler ... Shit, Tyler, I'm scared!

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [RE: No subject]
Sent on: 09/01/20XX 11:25AM

Why, Al? What's wrong? Are people picking on you because of your glasses?

To: AwesomeTy
From: Allan K.
Subject: [RE: No subject]
Sent on:09/01/20XX 11:27AM

No. They're reading glasses that my aunt makesr when I'm on the computer or reading.

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [RE: No subject]
Sent on: 09/01/20XX 11:28AM

Then why are you scared?

To: AwesomeTy
From: Allan K.
Subject: [RE: No subject]
Sent on:09/01/20XX 11:29AM

Because! this is my last year of school! And aunt rose keeps talking about the universities here and how she wants me to attend them!

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [RE: No subject]
Sent on: 09/01/20XX 11:31AM

Screw your aunt, Al! you're coming back here for uni!

To: AwesomeTy
From: Allan K.
Subject: [RE: No subject]
Sent on:09/01/20XX 11:39AM

I hope so ...

x

Once4theOcean has signed on.

xXAwesomeXx says: Al! How're your classes so far?

Once4theOcean says: They all suck ... All my teachers hate me and everyone pretty much ignores me. And it's too fucking cold for mid November!

Once4theOcean says: What about you? How are your classes?

xXAwesomeXx says: Bummer. I really want to be with you :(

xXAwesomeXx says: Really boring since I have no one to pass notes with ...

Once4theOcean says: We could always text in class. *shrug*

xXAwesomeXx says: Texting in class? You naughty boy, Al ;)

Once4theOcean says: Only for you (L)

xXAwesomeXx says: love you, Al.

Once4theOcean says: I love you, too.

Once4theOcean is Away.

Once4theOcean has signed off.

xXAwesomeXx has signed off.

x

xXAwesomeXx has signed on.

Once4theOcean says: How could you do that?

xXAwesomeXx says: Well, hello to you, too, Grumpy. Have a good Christmas morning?

xXAwesomeXx says: (L)

Once4theOcean says: No! Now I'm not going to be able to show my face around my aunt or her family for the rest of the school year!

xXAwesomeXx says: good! that means you'll come back here faster!

Once4theOcean says: Couldn't you have found a better way to accomplish that?

Once4theOcean says: One that hopefully wouldn't have involved LINGERIE? Not to mention woman's lingerie.

Once4theOcean says: Ty ... Are you trying to tell me something?

xXAwesomeXx says: What? That I want you to be a woman?

xXAwesomeXx says: No, Al, I don't want you to be a woman.

xXAwesomeXx says: but you do have to wear it for me, 'k?

xXAwesomeXx says: and send me pictures.

Once4theOcean says: Maybe for your birthday.

Once4theOcean says: Do you like your Christmas present?

Once4theOcean says: Not that I care! It isn't like I spent hours trying to find something perfect for you!

xXAwesomeXx says: I'm sure you didn't :)

xXAwesomeXx says: Yes, I love it. Thank you so much!

xXAwesomeXx says: How did you know I wanted an aviator's jacket?

Once4theOcean says: call it a lucky guess.

Once4theOcean says: I have to go for now. Church and everything.

Once4theOcean has signed off.

xXAwesomeXx says: Bye, Allan. You know, you won't get this but ... I think I moved past just loving you, Allan ... I think I'm actually in love with you.

The following message could not be delivered to all recipients.

xXAwesomeXx has signed off.

x

[Ring. Ring. Rii-]

"Hello?"

"Happy birthday, you jackass."

"Al! Someone isn't very happy today. What happened?"

"Nothing happened. Just go check your email."

"Oka- HEY! DON'T JUST HANG UP!"

x

New Message

From: AJKyrkand hotmail. com
To: AwesomeTyler yahoo. com
Subject: I hate you so much!
Attachments: JPG034 JPG035 JPG036 JPG037 JPG038(Show in slideshow/Download)

x

Once4theOcean has signed on.

Once4theOcean says: If you ever make me do something like that again, I will hurt you!

xXAwesomeXx says: Holy shit, man, you actually wore it!

xXAwesomeXx says: and took pictures. really sexy pictures ...

xXAwesomeXx says: and sent them to me.

Once4theOcean says: I said for your birthday, didn't I? This is also a belated anniversary present.

xXAwesomeXx says: Our one year anniversary! I love you! I sent you something, but I don't know if you got it ...

Once4theOcean says: The photo album? Yeah, I got it. It just came in the mail two days ago.

xXAwesomeXx says: Awesome! But I have to go! There's a cold shower with my name on it!

Once4theOcean says: O_O I didn't need to know that, you moron!

Once4theOcean is Away.

Once4theOcean says: I have to go.

Once4theOcean has signed off.

xXAwesomeXx is Away.

xXAwesomeXx has signed off.

x

To: AwesomeTy
From: Allan K.
Subject: [No subject]
Sent on:06/28/20XX 11:39PM

It's almost the end! We're almost done school! Ty, can you believe it?

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [RE: No subject]
Sent on: 06/28/20XX 11:41PM

Yeah, I know. Tomorrow we'll be free, and you are coming right down.

To: AwesomeTy
From: Allan K.
Subject: [RE: No subject]
Sent on:06/28/20XX 11:43PM

Yeah, I already made my aunt drive me. She says fine. I have a feeling that fine means 'good riddance!' since I haven't exactly been the most pleasant person to be around XD

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [RE: No subject]
Sent on: 06/28/20XX 11:45PM

I can't wait to see you again! I'm gonna go clean up a bit.

To: AwesomeTy
From: Allan K.
Subject: [RE: No subject]
Sent on:06/28/20XX 11:47PM

You better not have made a mess of my house! Hear me, Ty! But yeah, I'm going to start packing.

x

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [Grr ...]
Sent on: 07/02/20XX 6:31APM

Dude! Where are you? why did you decide to take a plane?

To: AwesomeTy
From: Allan K.
Subject: [RE: Grr ...]
Sent on:07/02/20XX 6:32AM

I didn't decide on it, my aunt did. She probably didn't want to be stuck in a car with me for the whole ride.

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [RE: Grr ...]
Sent on: 07/02/20XX 6:34AM

I don't really blame her to be honest.

To: AwesomeTy
From: Allan K.
Subject: [RE: Grr ...]
Sent on:07/02/20XX 6:37AM

Im insulted now XP

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [RE: Grr ...]
Sent on: 07/02/20XX 6:39AM

there are too many people here.

To: AwesomeTy
From: Allan K.
Subject: [RE: Grr ...]
Sent on:07/02/20XX 6:41AM

tell me about it ... where are you, i can't see you anywhere DX

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [RE: Grr ...]
Sent on: 07/02/20XX 6:45AM

What is that supposed to mean? I'm waiting for you at gate 7, like you told me.

To: AwesomeTy
From: Allan K.
Subject: [RE: Grr ...]
Sent on:07/02/20XX 6:47AM

but I don't see you anywhere!

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [RE: Grr ...]
Sent on: 07/02/20XX 6:49AM

I can see you ... cursing up a storm at your phone like that :)

To: AwesomeTy
From: Allan K.
Subject: [RE: Grr ...]
Sent on:07/02/20XX 6:51AM

You are evil and mean and I don't like you! come on, i haven't seen you in a year and a half, you can at least tell me where you are!

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [RE: Grr ...]
Sent on: 07/02/20XX 6:55AM

i suppose, since you asked me nicely ... turn around, i'm the one holding up a sign.

Love You Allan

:D

x

"Why are you so embarrassing?"

"Because I love seeing you flustered like that."

"You ass ... That was humiliating, that was. I should have died. Dug a hole and buried myself."

"You don't mean that. I know you don't. You do recall that jumped me, right?"

"That's only because I'm an idiot and the entire thing took several minutes to actually sink in. I did punch you after, did I not?"

"Yeah ... that really hurt."

"Serves you right."

"So mean ..."

[Kiss. Kiss. Kiss. Kiss.]

"Nnn ... aah ... N-not now, T-Tyler ..."

"Why not, Al? It's been over a year. I missed you so much ..."

[Kiss. Kiss. Kiss.]

"B-but I only just got back ..."

"I don't care. Heh, you're practically clinging to me."

"I-I'm not!"

"Fine. I'll let you rest."

[Kiss.]

"Thank you."

x

[Heavy breathing.]

"So much for resting."

"Mm ... You're all warm and slick ..."

"Why can I never resist you? I swear, you'll tell me to jump off a bridge, I'd do it in a heartbeat ..."

"Be quiet and lay down. The moment isn't gone yet ..."

"Yeah ..."

x

Once4theOcean has signed on.

Once4theOcean says: Tyler, why is the lock on the second drawer tampered with?

xXAwesomeXx says: I got bored and tried to see if I could pick the lock. I never actually looked inside, though!

Once4theOcean says: but I told you not to look in it, didn't I?

Once4theOcean says: you lied to me.

xXAwesomeXx says: it's not my fault you were so secretive!

xXAwesomeXx says: what's so important about it, anyway?

Once4theOcean says: nothing about the drawer is special. just the pictures that are inside it.

xXAwesomeXx says: I'm sorry Al ... I just wanted to know if you were cheating on me ...

Once4theOcean says: so on top of lying to me, you also don't trust me?

xXAwesomeXx says: Al, you know it's not like that!

xXAwesomeXx says: Hey, meet me at the library, okay? I don't want to talk to you like this over MSN.

Once4theOcean says: Fine. But you better be there within twenty minutes.

Once4theOcean has signed off.

xXAwesomeXx has signed off.

x

To: AwesomeTy
From: Allan K.
Subject: [RE: Grr ...]
Sent on:07/02/20XX 11:51AM

I said twenty minutes! It's been at least forty!

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [RE: Grr ...]
Sent on: 07/02/20XX 11:53AM

i know. i just had to stop off somewhere to get something ;)

To: AwesomeTy
From: Allan K.
Subject: [RE: Grr ...]
Sent on:07/02/20XX 11:55AM

What could you possibly need to get for a trip to the library?

x

Hey, Al.

Quit scribbling on the table. Get out a piece of paper or something proper to write on.

x

Al,

why are you mad at me :(? Didn't you like the flowers I got you?

-Ty

Idiot,

because you lied to me. Why else. the flowers were beautiful, Ty. I loved them. But I'm mad at you regardless of them.

-Al

PS. it's been so long since we passed notes like this ...

Al,

Don't start with the 'idiot' again ... please. Come on, Al ... I love you, you know that.

-Ty

x

I don't know anymore ... It's just ... how can I trust you if you lie to me that easily?

Oh, now who's scribbling on tables? You can trust me! Just tell me what's in there.

Shut up. The paper was annoying me. How am I supposed to know that?

Stop glaring at me like that. And don't hit me :( Meanie.

Shut up. You deserve it, you jackass.

You call me that a lot, don't you?

It's the only thing that fits you so well.

Come on. I'll take you out for ice cream to celebrate you coming back, okay?

Don't try to buy your way out of this, you idiot!

Is that a no?

Make it that good ice cream place a couple blocks from here and you're on.

"Don't crush me, you oaf!"

"But I like hugging you. You're so small and warm ..."

"I am not! I'm not that much shorter than you!"

[Kiss. Kiss. Kiss.]

"St-stop that ..."

"Come on! Let's go."

x

"Like your ice cream, Al?"

"Hm? Y-yeah, why do you ask?"

"Because you haven't even touched it and it's melting all over your hand. What's up, Al?"

"N-nothing. Just thinking."

"About what?"

"Stuff ..."

"Thanks for the straight answer."

"H-hey! Don't lick ice cream off my hand!"

"Why not? It tastes good."

"It's weird ... It makes me feel weird ..."

"Aww ... Come here, Al!"

"I ... I missed this ..."

"I know. I missed holding you. Look, I'm sorry for what I did, can you forgive me? Please?"

"If you shut up and keep holding me, I'll think about it."

"'K!"

x

Once4theOcean has signed on.

xXAwesomeXx has signed on.

Once4theOcean says: I really hate you!

xXAwesomeXx says: You lie.

Once4theOcean says: I do not lie!

Once4theOcean says: the point IS I hate you!

xXAwesomeXx says: Okay. Am I allowed to know why?

Once4theOcean says: no.

xXAwesomeXx says: that's not very fair :(

Once4theOcean says: it's not meant to be fair.

Once4theOcean says: Call me?

xXAwesomeXx says: gimme a sec.

[Ring. Ring. Rii-]

"Ty! I hate you!"

"Yes, yes, I understand that now. But why?"

"Because!"

"Because why?"

"Because this is all some sort of mindless fling for you!"

"Excuse me?"

"You heard me! This means nothing to you, I know it doesn't!"

"What? Al, what gave you that idea?"

"N-Nicole told me ... She told me that she saw you w-with other people ... Over at the library all the time ..."

"Al, that's a lie!"

"Can you prove that?"

"Look, Al – Screw this. Al, hold on, I'm coming over."

"No! Stay away from me!"

"Too late. Already on my way."

x

"I told you to stay away ..."

"I can't. I love you."

"No you don't."

"You're right. I don't."

"See? You ad-"

[Kiss. Kiss. Kiss. Kiss. Kiss.]

"Al ... I think I'm in love with you."

...

"Wha-? H-hey! there's no reason to cry, Al!"

"Why do you have to be so damn confusing all the time? Why can't you just be easy to figure out, like everyone else?"

"Because."

x

"Hey, shift over a little. My leg's asleep ..."

"I don't want to."

"Please?"

"Fine."

"Thanks. So Al, since you have no family here, who's going to give you away?"

"Give me away? What do you mean by that?"

"At our wedding, of course!"

"What wedding?"

"Our wedding. Duh."

"Again, what wedding? You moron! We're both GUYS! No matter how much you want me to be a girl!"

"Aw, Al, I never said I wanted you to be a girl!"

"But you said your dad hated gays, and that even you can't fully accept them."

"That's because I thought what you asked me was a joke. So you can laugh at me for being gay, or something ..."

"Why would I do that?"

"I don't know ... Cheap laughs?"

"Do you honestly think that lowly of me? That I would do something like that?"

"Of course I don't. I was just ... a little insecure, is all. Hey, have applied to any universities yet?"

"Yeah. I have. I got accepted!"

[Kiss.]

"W-what was that for?"

"You just sound so excited and adorable I had to. Which uni is it?"

"Adelphi University. I'm going into Creative Writing. Ty, it's something I've wanted to do for so long!"

"I'm so proud of you, babe! You'll do great, I know it."

"Which one are you going to?"

"Adelphi as well. But I'm going into Business."

"I thought you were going to the military academy. Your father was boasting about several days ago."

"He thinks I am. But I told him from the beginning that I wasn't ... Hey, are you going to sleep on me?"

"Does it bother you? I'm just s-so tired ..."

"Nah, I'll just sit and watch TV."

x

Once4theOcean has signed on.

Once4theOcean says: I'm sleepy ...

xXAwesomeXx says: Then why don't you log off and go to bed?

Once4theOcean says: 'Cause.

xXAwesomeXx says: honestly ... what do you need, Al?

Once4theOcean says: Y-you know how when you get a double bed, it's so magnificently big?

xXAwesomeXx says: I fail to see where you're going with this ...

Once4theOcean says: but when you're alone ... it's so endlessly lonely.

xXAwesomeXx says: *sigh* I'll be right there, okay?

Once4theOcean says: Thanks ... Sorry.

Once4theOcean says: Bring some tea, won't you? That lovely vanilla one.

xXAwesomeXx says: shoulda known you're just using me for tea ...

Once4theOcean says: Alaways, (L)

Once4theOcean says: **always

xXAwesomeXx has logged off.

Once4theOcean has logged off.

x

"Are you moving in with me, for university?"

"Do you want me to?"

"I'm not answering that."

"Well, you do live closer than I do ... And I don't really have money for an apartment."

"If you don't, I'll sell this house and go move in with Nicole."

"I guess that's my answer."

"You're so adorable when you're possessive."

"Hey. I'm not adorable. You're the adorable one."

"When did I become the girl of this relationship ...?"

"When you fell in love with me. You can't handle all my manly awesomeness!"

"Yes, yes, I'm sure."

"OW! Hey, pinching isn't nice you know."

"Well, surely someone as manly and awesome as you can handle it."

"You're so mean!"

"I try."

[Kiss.]

x

Hey Al.

Hey Al.

Hey Al.

Hey Al.

What?

That took you long enough.

I was waiting to see if you'd leave the poor table alone.

Well, I didn't.

So it would seem. So what did you want?

I'm leaving, okay? I'm going to talk to my parents, tell them I'm moving in with you.

You're coming out to your parents?

Yeah. I think it's about time.

Bye. Good luck.

[Kiss.]

Thanks, babe. I'll text you.

Quit calling me that!

x

[Ring. Ring. Riing. Beep]

You have reached Tyler William's voice mail! I can't answer the phone, so why don't you leave a message and I'll get back to you?

"Hey, Ty, it's me. Look, it's been several hours since you left and I'm really worried! You said you'd text me! Please call ... Tell me that you're okay ... I'm really worried about you. Are you sure this was a good idea? Because it doesn't really seem that way to me. I bought some ice cream on the way home ... Your favorite kind, so come back before it melts, okay? I love you."

[Ring. Ring. Riing. Beep]

You have reached Tyler William's voice mail! I can't answer the phone, so why don't you leave a message and I'll get back to you?

"You ass! Call me, text me, SOMETHING! I'm still waiting up for you!"

To: AwesomeTy
From: Allan K.
Subject: [No subject]
Sent on:07/16/20XX 11:57PM

You're not okay, are you? Please tell me he didn't hit you!

To: Allan K.
From: AwesomeTy
Subject: [RE: No subject]
Sent on: 07/17/20XX 00:01AM

al ... open the door. too tired to open it mself.

x

"Oh my god ... Ty, are you alright?"

"I'll b-be fine ... Ju-just help me inside."

"You're heavy ..."

"Y-you're just ... small."

"Am not!"

"Ow ..."

"Oh god! Sorry! I didn't mean to drop you like that!"

"You ... jerk ..."

"Here ... Just ... just lay here on the couch ... Oh, where did I put the stupid first aid kit!"

"Al ... calm down."

"Calm down? How do you expect me to calm down when ..."

"Hey ... Stop crying ... Here, write it down ..."

HOW DO YOU EXPECT ME TO CALM DOWN YOU DUMBASS JERK? YOU'RE LYING HER BLEEDING ON MY COUCH BECAUSE OF SOMETHING I SHOULD HAVE STOPPED YOU FROM DOING IN THE FIRST PLACE!

"There. Doesn't that feel ... m-much better?"

"Y-yeah ... Thanks."

"Good. Now come here."

"Why? I need to find the first aid kit!"

"Okay. Find it quickly, okay?"

"I'll try."

...

"Found it yet?"

"Y-yeah ... Be right there, okay?"

"I'm waiting."

"Okay ... Okay ... take off your shirt."

"Want me to strip now? How kinky."

"You!"

"H-hey! I'm injured, no hurting me more!"

"Oh my – is that a knife wound?"

"Uh ... yeah. It got pretty bad."

"Ty ..."

"No! You are not allowed to cry over this unless I'm dying, got it?"

"It's going to hurt. But I have to disinfect it. It's pretty shallow ... I don't think stitches are needed."

"That's ... good. Just hurry, okay?"

"Okay ... On the count of three. One ... Two ..."

"OW! You evil bastard! Learn to count!"

"If I had said three, you would have tensed and it would have hurt more. Is that the worst one?"

"Currently, but only because you were a bastard."

[Kiss.]

"Better?"

"Y-yeah."

"Okay, where are the rest of them?"

"My ... back ... You should see it pretty quickly ..."

"Ty! I'm g-going to call an ambulance ..."

"No. Just stitch it up ... You know how right?"

"Y-yeah ... But I'd feel safer if someone else was doing it ..."

"Yeah, but I wouldn't."

"I honestly couldn't care less about what you want right now. Can't you just go to the hospital? For me, if nothing else."

"I guess ... Help me up? I'll drive."

"You are insane. You're not driving like this!"

"Yes mother."

...

"Al? Allan, don't cry, okay? I know you're worried, but it's no use acting like this, okay? You have to be strong about this ..."

"But ... I should have stopped you ... This is my fault ..."

"Do you honestly think you could have?"

"No ..."

[Kiss. Kiss. Kiss.]

"But you don't have to mock me about it ..."

"I wasn't mocking you. I was trying to get you to calm down."

"Okay. Just ... strap in and lets go."

x

[Ring. Ring. Rii-]

"Hello? Ty? Why did you let them send me ho-!"

"The knife was rusty."

"So?"

"So they have to keep me here to make sure I'm totally fine. Also to see that there's no internal bleeding or damage."

"Okay ... But you're fine, right?"

"Yes. Almost one hundred percent!"

"Don't lie. You sound like you're in pain."

"That's because you aren't here to kiss it all better."

"You overgrown child! Look I have to go do ... stuff."

"Al! Don't you dare go talk to him about this, you hear me?"

"And how will you stop me? You're in the hospital right now."

"Al ..."

"What? Do you expect me to just sit here and accept this?"

"No, I expect you to be rational. Look, I'll be home tomorrow, okay?"

"Ty ... Ty ... Tyler, I'm scared."

"Don't be. I won't let him hurt you, too."

"I ... I have to go ..."

"Bye. I love you."

"I ... I lo-love you, t-too."

x

xXAwesomeXx has signed on.

xXAwesomeXx says: See? Good as new!

Once4theOcean says: How did you get on MSN? you're in a hopitsl!

Once4theOcean says: **hospital

xXAwesomeXx says: phone.

Once4theOcean says: when can I come get you?

xXAwesomeXx says: Since there's no internal bleeeding, as soon as you want.

Once4theOcean says: I'm on my way.

xXAwesomeXx says: XD

xXAwesomeXx says: I expected as much from you ...

Once4theOcean has signed off.

xXAwesomeXx has signed off.

x

So now because I such a brave boy, you have to tell me what's inside that drawer :)

Why are you writing? You aren't the one that lost their voice!

But I like writing notes to you. And that's what you get for yelling at me for three hours straight -.-''

Shut up you ass. Fine, give me a second.

There. That's all the pictures.

What? Al, you have a son? Why did you never tell me?

What? NO! That was my little brother!

I thought you didn't have any family here? just your aunt up in canada.

I don't. I said WAS my little brother.

What does that even mean?

He's dead!

Oh ... Al ... Come here.

No! Get away from me! I'm the one who killed him!

You murdered your own brother? How cruel.

No. Not exactly ... I was seven, and he was three. We were on a boat and he was looking over the railing ... There was a big wave and he fell down into the water ...

How is that your fault?

Because! I should have jumped after him! But instead I just stood there and watched as he drowned ... It was horrible ... The water was all red, so they say he got caught in the propellor ...

Come here. Let me hold you.

I still have nightmares about it ... I didn't want to be reminded of that, so I hid the pictures away.

"Oh, Al ... Is that why your parents left you?"

Yes ... That's why I never wanted you to go into the drawer, because I was scared you'd leave me if you found out ...

"Al, I'll never leave you. Never. You're too important to me."

Can we go out? I want to go to the park ...

"Of course. Hold on, I'll go get your coat, okay?"

x

"It's nice out, isn't it?"

"Y-yeah."

"Hey, try not to talk too much. You don't sound that good."

"I'm fine ... Ty?"

"Hm?"

"What do we do now?"

"What do you mean what do we do now? I'm going home."

"H-home? To your parents?"

"No, silly. Home. Where you are. My parents disowned me anyway."

"Y-you're such a sap ..."

"Yeah, but you love me anyway. But I'm serious, Al, I want to go where ever you go. Always. And I want you to do the same with me. Forever."

"T-Ty ... What exactly are you asking ...?"

"You sound so hopeful ... Well, I'd bend down on one knee, but my injuries won't really let me to do that ... I'd get you a ring, but you'd probably yell at me ... But yeah, Al. That's pretty much what I'm asking. So ... What do you say?"

"T-Ty ... You can't be serious ... We're both GUYS!"

"And? What's your point, Al? Or is that a no?"

"Do you even have to ask me that?"

[Kiss. Kiss. Kiss. Kiss.]

"W-wait ... until we get home ..."

x

[Kiss. Kiss. Kiss.]

"T-Ty ... I love you ..."

"I know. I love you, too."

[Gasp. Whimper. Moan.]

"D-does it hurt?"

"I-it's fine ..."

[Kiss.]

"I love you."

"I love you, too. Always."


I like the way it turned out. Took freaking long to write though ... My friend really likes it, though.

Anyway, do you mind reviewing to tell me how I did? I never did this sort of format before, and maybe I'll do it again if people like it ...

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