In the solid black room I sat;
with tears on my swollen eyes.
From all the missing and loving you-
maybe I fell in a little too deep.
It wasn't my intention to fall;
nor was it my decision to love.
A heart was a program-
too complicated to control.
But maybe I missed what was not you;
but the moments we've shared?
For they would never return
to the days where you were you.
I've noticed it far too long;
and maybe I've quite shown it-
but I know you've changed.
A little too much for my liking.
That's why even if you came back;
the happiness will not be here.
It has gone to the bottomless pit;
and it was the moments I miss so much.