I am no longer.
I am woman and I am no longer.
No longer sane, or innocent.
No longer gay or religious or alive.
But what is it to really be, to truly feel your blood coursing through your blue veins?
I am no longer virignal, I cannot walk through Heaven's doors or trudge through Hell's gates.
I am limbo.
The absence of good and evil or the combination of both. I do not know.
And my mind races with images of naked women flush with pleasure!
Their soft skin and plump breasts as they dance to music only they can hear.
And I feel as though I am God.
If only for a moment.