TEARS

YOU SHED THEM SO EASILY

WITH YOUR PUPPY EYES

LOOKING AT ME

"You are crying again and looking at me with those puppy eyes. What the hell do you want me to do now?" Paulo was asking in his mind, though he wanted to shout it aloud to her. "You're coming to me now, after what you did?"

Paulo was not showing his emotion, he was stone faced, at that time. Though, deep inside he was seething with anger. He was looking at her trying to see what it was that he liked about her, trying to find the things that made him fall head over hills in love with her. Trying to remember.

YOU CAPTURED MY HEART

WITH YOUR TWO HANDS

RENDERED ME HELPLESS

HOPELESSLY IN LOVE WITH YOU

She was so beautiful, sexy and a great looker. Guys followed her with their eyes, she was a magnet to the opposite sex. She has that smile, a smile that draws everyone to her male or female, young or old alike.

She was so sweet and kind. Someone, who could carry a conversation and I don't get bored.

I tried courting her, going out for a date. Trying to get to know her better, spend time with her.

It drove me crazy, if I saw her talk with another guy. I wanted to say to everyone,' hands off, she is mine'.

I was crazy in love with her.

I was so happy the day you accepted me to be your boyfriend. I was ecstatic. I was smiling from ear to ear and hugged you tightly. Even asked for permission to kiss you and when you agreed, I gave you a smack on the lips.

I was happy, having you to myself.

I LOVE YOU

I CAN'T SAY IT ENOUGH

I CAN'T SHOW YOU ENOUGH

I CAN'T LOVE YOU ENOUGH

But, you broke my heart, shattered it to million pieces. There was no way, for me to recover.

How, how could you? Why? I loved you, was it real for you? Did you ever loved me, too?

I saw you with that guy. And you were really 'friendly' with him, both of you were really cozy.

The next day, you acted as if nothing happened, and you're being so sweet to me. If I have not seen you, with my own eyes, I would have believed you. I would still be living a lie.

I broke up with you, and that suprised you. You asked why? I could not say it to your face. I just said, I don't love you anymore, and left you standing there with a confused face.

YOUR TEARS

DON'T TOUCH ME ANYMORE

I NOW SEE

THE REAL YOU, HIDDEN FROM ME


PAIN

I NEVER FELT PAIN SO GREAT

WHEN YOU CHEATED ON ME

TAKING MY LOVE FOR-GRANTED

MY HEART ACHE

LEAVING ME IN THIS MISERY

I WISH TO DROWN

THIS AGONY

SO DEEP IN MY SOUL

I WISH TO TEAR

MY HEART OUT

SO I'LL NOT FEEL THE PAIN

MY TEARS

HAS NOT SUBSIDED

IT MAY NEVER WILL

THE PAIN IS BEYOND ME


I was in the mall, walking with my friends, we were heading toward the department store. We planned this day, for a get together, and to eat at a restaurant, right after we finished buying what we needed. We were laughing, making jokes, poking each other, when I saw you.

For a moment, I lost my smile. There was this sudden pain in my chest. My heart jumped, and was beating fast.

You had your arm on his arm, and you were holding hand in hand. Your other hand was holding his arm, and looking up at him, smiling so beautifully. And he was smiling right back at you. You both, looked so sweet together.

He was not the guy I saw you with. It seems, you have another one.

Why did I not see this before? How did you fool me?

I am glad, my friends did not see you.

I had to turn my head, and smile at my friend. I did not want them to see, how you can still affect me.

I thought, I was over you.

I guess, I am still not .. over you.

I can't look back . . I can't . . I mustn't . .

Without being obuse to my friends . . I tried looking where you went. And followed you with my eyes.

I must say, you are still beautiful.

But, the memory of that day, still haunts me.

As much as I had loved you, I can't be with you.

I'm still suffering . . up to this day . . I'm still angry . .

Hate . . is too strong a word. And, I don't hate you. But, I don't love you, either.

Now, I know for certain, you never suffered . . you easily, so easily, replaced me.

As I turn my head, for the last time, I will forget you, you will be as if nothing to me.

I can smile again . . I returned my thoughts back to my friends. And smiled, ginuinely.

Thought nothing else, but the people with me.


THE PAIN WILL BE GONE, SOMEDAY

THE TEARS WILL STOP, SOMEDAY

I WILL STOP HURTING, SOMEDAY

I WILL FORGET, SOMEDAY

THE DAY SEEMS, LONG IN COMING

CAN'T GET THINGS DONE , RIGHT TIMING

AWAY FROM YOU, MY HEAD WAS RINGING

THE THOUGHTS OF YOU, ALL I'M THINKING

I WILL STOP THINKING OF YOU, SOMEDAY

THE ACHING WILL STOP, SOMEDAY

I WILL NOT REMEMBER, SOMEDAY

I WILL BE OVER YOU, SOMEDAY


I HAD IT ALL LOCKED UP INSIDE

THE PAIN WAS SO GREAT INSIDE

I HAD WIRED THE PAIN IN MY HEART

I HAD MY ANGER CAGED IN MY HEART

MY PAIN WAS EATING ME INSIDE

MY ANGER WAS POISONING ME INSIDE

MY SORROW WAS TEARING ME INSIDE

MY ANGUISH WAS DROWNING ME INSIDE


I AM FREE

I AM FREE OF YOU

I AM FREE

I AM DONE

I AM DONE WITH YOU

I AM DONE

I AM THROUGH

I AM THROUGH WITH YOU

I AM THROUGH

I AM FREE

I AM FREE OF YOU

I AM FREE


I'm lying here, one arm as my pillow, looking at the passing white clouds against the blue sky. The faint breeze blowing the grass beside me.

Soon, my student life will end, graduation is already around the corner. All the hard work through the years, and now, I'm graduating.

My friends are all excited, even planned to have a small celebration after the graduation ceremony. I, too, will be there to celebrate with them.

TIME, PASSING US SO QUICKLY

IT WAS JUST SUMMER AND FALL IS ALREADY HERE

WE DON'T NOTICE, WE DON'T PAY ANY ATTENTION

WE JUST REALIZE IT'S JUST HERE

Was it only yesterday, when you were my world? All my attention was only on you.

Now, I don't remember much, of the time we had together. It seems to me, it was only a dream.

I don't even remember, my feelings, how crazy it was at that time.

I don't remember, you.

A DREAM

YOU WERE BUT A DREAM TO ME

NEVER A REALITY

YOU WERE BUT A DREAM TO ME