"A psycho ex? Really? Is that what he's going with?"
I was unfazed at the news Faye was telling me. Her blue eyes seemed sincere, but I just couldn't believe it. It was just too cheesy to me. The whole fighting over a guy seemed so juvenile, but I was acting so childish that I felt this was payback.
I fell for a guy that I met at a bar and my best friend also likes this guy. He has a psycho ex and I'm making myself the victim in the situation. I really didn't care though. I really was a victim. I felt like I had been cheated on. I knew that I shouldn't have given him a second chance after I discovered he had sex with Faye. I was drawn to him though. His black hair, brown eyes, the way the corner of his lips curved into a half smile. His chiseled features made me want him even more every time I saw him.
"I need my best friend right now Soph. Can you forget about Mason right now? I need to talk to you about Klay."
I was a little confused because she always talked about Klay but she never wanted to really 'talk' about him. I nodded and had her sit next to me on my couch. She took a deep breath and let it out slowly. She seemed oddly scared and nervous.
"You can talk to me Faye, just let it out." I grabbed her hand and waited for her reply.
"Klay told me he's in love with me and he kissed me, but I liked it. I think I liked it even more then kissing Mason earlier. It was weird. It felt natural to kiss him and it also felt forced and strange."
My eyes went wide as she rested her head on my lap. No matter how pissed off at her she was still my best friend and she needed me.
"Do you love him too?" I asked brushing her hair out of her face.
"I think I'm in love with Mason, Sophie? I don't know." I could feel her tears on my legs which made my tears fall even faster. She said she was in love with him, those words crushed me. I knew right then I had to let go of Mason.
'I think I'm in love with Mason' kept replaying in my mind. Faye's words just sunk into my brain and it would not let me forget them.
I was on my way to Mason's house to officially end everything between us. It killed me to have to end everything with Mason, but I wanted Faye to be happy and she deserved it. I've been happy before, Faye hasn't.
When I finally arrived at Mason's house I stepped out of the cab and took a deep breath before I did the casual three knocks on the door. I stared at his brown door with the gold door knob and the fake plant next to it knowing I couldn't stand in front of it anymore. When Mason answered the door, a smile grew on his face. I just sighed and he escorted me into his house. He walked me to the living room where I took a seat on his couch and let out a breath.
"I can't see you anymore. I don't want to be with you. We're done, even though we were never really together." One tear that I fought so hard not to fall down my face finally did. Mason went to sit next to me and I got up as soon as he sat down.
"Why are you doing this?" I let him hold my hands as I sat back down.
"I thought I told you I have no feelings for her." His words made me cry I could tell he was confused as his thumb caressed the back of my hand in a soothing motion.
"Faye is in love with you." I sobbed out the words letting him know that it was all true. I wasn't lying. His expression was complete shock. I could see in his eyes that he was scared. His scared expression quickly turned to a worried one. I started to realize what was going on. He had feelings for her!
"You love her too. You are in love with her, aren't you? You love her that's why you never stopped being with her! I hope you guys are happy together!"
I lifted myself from his couch and pulled my hands away from his. He stood up in a hurried motion and followed me to the door. When I tried to open the door, he slammed it shut.
"I love you! You are the only one I want."
Before I could say anything else, he cupped my face in his hands and forced his lips against mine. I tried to push him off but he had all of his weight on me and I was pinned up against his door. I let him continue but I didn't kiss back. When he finally pulled away, I tried to slap him but he blocked it by grabbing my wrist.
"Don't ever do that again. You can't kiss me!" I walked out the door and slammed it in his face. I let my tears fall freely as I walked. I knew I didn't know where I was going but I just continued to walk until I found what I was looking for.
I know it has been forever since i updated college is really hard! I love it though! I will try and update once every week notice I do say try!