too much to ever try again

by, Cassandra

Is this too dark for you?

Sorry I couldn't give you sunshine and butterflies.
Sorry I couldn't give you sea-breeze and the heart of me.

Is this too deep for you?

Sorry I ever thought to think for myself.
Sorry I ever thought I could be myself.

Is this too fucked for you?

Sorry I tried to hide my broken mind.
Sorry I tried to keep you from the other side.

Am I too much for you?

Sorry doesn't cut it anymore.
Sorry cuts deeper than a
double-edged sword.

(we're all covered in blood
and stained to the bone.)