I think I've lost myself.
then all my emotions come crashing down
and I know I have.

Garbled words in my head.
One minute I had so much to say
and it was all so pretty and poetic.

Now I don't know what I'm ranting about
and I'm absolutely petrified of losing these
little moments, these ideas before they come
together and explain my reality for a little while.

One day, I'll vanish as quickly as they do.