I really should appreciate where I am today.
I should give myself credit for finding the right way.
I really need to stop blaming my fate.
I should be thankful that I got my priorities straight.
It's just that looking back makes me wanna go back at times.
Back to all the glitter, the glamour, power hunger and chimes.
I really wanted to be there, it's a fact that I can't deny.
But I walked away from it, I still don't exactly know why.
I guess it was what I needed to do
Dear God, to find a way to get to you.
I must have deviated because I wasn't meant to be there.
It was what should have happened, so it must be fair.
I tossed a die, and let others make the choice.
But these are people who love me so
I know I listened to the right voice.
This is not what I wanted, but this is what I've got.
I've got to live with it, whether I like it or not.
So I really need to stop my list of complaints.
The aching will go away if I don't acknowledge the pain.
I'm here now with no bruises on my skin,
I'm stronger than I think, I'm gonna win.
And I will keep on going,
Even without knowing
Where I'm headed and how's the path I take.
I trust you God, you don't make mistakes.
A/N: from my personal diary. Hence the obvious lack of rhythm and meter.