I rather be told the truth and get hurt

than to live under false bliss.

So it is hypocritical of me to keep you happy "under false bliss?"

So sick to be the one killing you.

Everything I do or say

gets you mad

gets you depressed

Always get blamed for ending your life faster

But I wanna keep you in this world longer

I'd do anything

for you just to smile.

Even if it means hiding

all these thoughts and feelings.