What do you do when you find a paradise?
You finally feel happy and like nothing in the world can hurt you.
What do you do when you're handed gold in that paradise?
You take it and you feel special for having such a wanted item.
What do you do when that paradise is ripped away from you?
You sit down and mourn the loss of happiness.
What do you do after the mourning?
You feel alone but empty at the same time.
What do you do when you decide that enough is enough and you get up from your shallow grave to live your life how you want it?
You find paradise.