I have feelings for you, but I don't understand them. I have know idea if it is love or what but I just now that when I think of you I get a mixture of butterflies and stabbing. Like I shouldn't like you but it is just there.

Those words kept filling my brain. I know I should tell him how I feel but I can't. I just can't. He has feelings for someone else and it kills me everyday to hear him talk about her. Rose I shiver at the thought of her name. She was a good friend though so I had no idea why I was so aggravated.

"Alex I need to talk to you. This is very important." His gray eyes followed mine. I grabbed his hands and pulled him over to the side so we were somewhat alone.

"What's up?" My eyes widened and the words were on the tip of my tongue but all I could was nonsense.

"Grape jelly is gross." He looked at me confused.

"What do you want to tell me?" I grabbed his hands tighter and said what I needed to say.

"I have feelings for you, but I don't understand them. I have know idea if it is love or what but I just now that when I think of you I get a mixture of butterflies and stabbing. Like I shouldn't like you but it is just there." I had to take a breath because I had said it all in one. His eyes were locked on mine and they wouldn't stray away.

"Are you serious?" I nodded averting my eyes to something else. He pulled my face back up to his and brought them closer together just barely making our lips touch. His kiss was so tender. I wanted more. I wrapped my arms around his neck and made our lips connect again accept the kiss was a lot more passionate. His hands were wrapped around my body and it felt good. We disconnected letting the heat sink in to our bodies.

"What did you feel?" He asked me while grabbing my hands and entwining our fingers.

"Heat." He kissed my neck.

"What now?"

"Heat." He kissed my neck in a different and the answer was the same heat. I explained that heat was all I felt.

We broke apart and he kissed my cheek and walked away.

The next day we were at a party and I saw him walk in with her, Rose, they were holding hands and then they kissed in the doorway. His eyes met mine and he kissed Rose and she walked away. He walked toward me and stood right in front of me.

"What are you doing here with her?" I asked trying to mask the jealousy but didn't do very a good job.

"She asked me out, and I said yes. She is my girlfriend." I could feel my eyes start to water.

"Well congrats. You got your girl." I walked away letting the tears fall from my eyes. I heard him behind me calling me but I couldn't let him see me like this. I didn't know whether if I was hurt or relieved. The next thing I knew he was in front of me. I hid my face trying to not have him see me.

"I'm sorry, I really am." He brought my face up so he could look at me and he looked so hurt that I was crying. He kissed my lips so tenderly and let me fall into him while I soaked his flannel shirt. I leaned back gave him a kiss and left. I was still confused to know if I was hurt or relieved I didn't have to deal with this.

I knew I had to get over it. So I could move on to the next guy.


Author's Note:

I was in a one shot mood. I hope you like it. Yea it is kind of sad but I don't i just felt like doing it.

Hope you enjoy:)

Katielove