I am a girlfriend.
He teases me for being small.
I get mad (but inside I love the way his eyes look at me as he says it)
He teases me for being cute when angry.
I get mad because I am NOT cute (although inside I'm starting to think so…)
He laughs and lets me win.
I smile in victory (well… I smile at the sound of his laughter…)
He holds my hand
He hugs me
We walk and talk together
We kiss (but sometimes I know I pull away too soon…)
He asks me why
I say I don't know (I don't want to but sometimes I still find it kind of gross)
He isn't convinced
I'm insistent and he accepts it (I'd never tell him the reason – cause it's not his fault… I think)
We cuddle all the time
People "aww" at us
I get shy
I trust him completely
I know him
And he knows me
And I hope he trusts me that way too.
Every month that passes, he gives me a flower…
The first two were yellow…
The third time, because we didn't see each other, he sent me a link on the Internet to "yellow flowers . com"
The fourth was a white rose…
The fifth time is yet to come.
I know most things don't last forever,
I know that this seems it will become the first of many more to come…
I know that I probably won't spend the rest of my life with him – my first boyfriend…
But with him I don't worry about the future,
Because he makes my present beautiful and special every day,
Just as he makes ME feel every day – beautiful and special
Even like now when I don't see him and it's only my thoughts of him
We don't have to last forever – he is my every day; now.
And that's the only important time for me,
Thanks to him.
Because I'm his girlfriend =)